I have over a decade of almost entirely positive memories with this community. However, I feel that the community has largely lost what made it so enjoyable for me. So I think I know what you're talking about. What keeps me coming back is knowing that there are still incredible artists here, and I do still have good experiences talking with them.

Personal trauma dumping aside, I'm glad you found your game card. : ) Keep practicing, and developing your skills as an artist. You'll find it can still be an enjoyable hobby and pass time.