get her bf would say you see this this is you if you dont know your place pointing to me he smiled at my tearfull face full of fear he died last year any how i got put in froster care when i was * if i was bad in that home i would not get any food for that day i wolud get hit ever were with a belt and locked in a room the scool found out i got sent to a new froster home freedom i thought but no i lived down stairs the ppl nailed the window shut the only light i got was when i went to school the ppl at that home made me eat off the ground like i was a dog i got to make * new friends we were like family sadly the * died or got ****** i ran away one night to ones house i was there i wacthed as one was dieing i saw the light leave there eyes wached as the peson took there last air wacthed as a tear left there eyes as i was holding rhere hand the person had cut them slefs too deep that one night it was too late when help came the other two got shot in a drive by and the last one jumed off a water tower i got a note a hour befor it happened it said live you life for the * of us and you have a new angel wacthing over you.I cryed for the longest time i got out of froster care and lived with my mom new school i thought maybe new friend news traves fast no obe would talk to me for fear of them dieing the ones that did talk to me made fun of me i was allso very shy i got made the loner in school all though my years in school my moms taste in man never changed she would call me still calls me mean names and her missstack as she spits on me i take my lil bro and sis years * and * away to my fav park when the fighting get bad between her and new bf i take them home the two see mom crying and beat and think i did it the two hit me i go to my fav park alone and tell the moon and stars this still happens in my family i have my own house now i may act sometime and look like a ** year old i act becouse my younger days were not good but im ** that right ** im not a creeper im just

ok im twenty one if you guys no longer want to talk to me i under stand but i mean every would i said to everone that needed my help im liveing for the dead friends in my mind and for my bro and sis and i allso live to protect what matters to me

What? Why would we not talk to you! I am so sorry for what has happened to you! I really wish the best for you!

thank you that means a lot to me im going to wait and see if any one else comments befoe i rp any more with you guys

I wish you and your family happieness. You are definately not a mistake. You are special, talented, a great rper, courageouse and you were put on this earth for a purpose. Those a not the signs of a mistake. Your age and past don't bother me at all. I'd love for you to continue rping with us ^_^!

Why would I not talk to you cause of something that happened in the past... I was still am known as the inhuman monster that shows no emotion. You are like a role model to me! You've been there you've survied it! We all got things we're not proud of but that doesn't mean were evil. Those ppl that treated you like animals might as well hold a mirror to their faces and be saying to them selfvse! It doesn't matter what happened in the past what matters is what happens now and in the future! Sorry I blab to much, but I hope you understand that your a surviver! And I still like to have your friend code if that's all right.

thank you so much im realy crying as i wright this down thank you all so much

my fc three eight six six eight zero six two one one seven three

hey thanks for the comment on Akira's picture, this character is cool too, ^-^