waiting... waiting drives yu CŘ∀ŽŸ by -osora-

falling asleep hugging a pillow.
holding my own hand.
crying with nobody to wipe my tears.
rubbing the back of my neck.
wishing it was me.
im sick of waiting, this sħíť is driving me crazy.

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30 Nov, 2025, 8:20 pm
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-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 8:36 pm

this isn't abt A btw, my mom made me feel guilty for liking him so much to the point i hated myself and didnt feel the same abt him.
at the end of the day he probably already had som other girl :laughing:

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 8:40 pm

dont ever use radiohead in a vent dude no.im gonna tweak

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:21 pm

@teenagedirtbag why bru?

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm

Don't ping me, ever.

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:24 pm

because radioheads lead singer (thom yorke) hates the OK computer album and both of those songs (you like) are from that album and that means your a fake fan

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:30 pm

bru i just liked a song by them-
plus i feel like bc its my art i can use whatever i want?
fake fan or not its just a song bru
@teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:31 pm

iii donnt care you pmo your weird dni

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm

whats dni mean?
@teenagedirtbag

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm

also pmo? wha-

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm

dni: do not interact

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:33 pm

pmo: рiss me off

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm

oki >:3
@teenagedirtbag

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm

bru u literary donnt know me and i píśś u off?

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:36 pm

i literally do not care suck my wiIIy bruh

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:37 pm

nah its probably to small
@teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:38 pm

too*

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:38 pm

learn basic spelling before insulting someone blud

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:40 pm

"blud" yu mean bud?
we should take spelling classes together :3

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:40 pm

@teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:40 pm

blud : blood aka another name for a person

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:41 pm

you*

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:41 pm

mm i see
@teenagedirtbag

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:44 pm

ok well im gonna post the songs i want, u can just not look at my page or just have the skill issues of being pìşşěd at someone u dont know
byaa @teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:46 pm

i literally have free will to be рissed off at whatever i want so dont even blud

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm

literary what did i do tho?
like im actually curious
@teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:48 pm

your.weird and,yiu annoy me simple as that ok

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm

why do you think im wierd?
@teenagedirtbag

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm

because your a parasocial weirdo gooner

teenagedirtbag

30 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm

weird*

-osora-

30 Nov, 2025, 9:56 pm

bru wha-
why do yu think that?
@teenagedirtbag

Kangtaeohiloveyou

30 Nov, 2025, 10:39 pm

@teenagedirtbag okay youre cool but actually chill ťf out they can like whoever they want ir doesnt matter if theyre not a real fan or not

ALLiNEED

30 Nov, 2025, 10:46 pm

ts is crazy boi

DragonVirtue

01 Dec, 2025, 12:03 am

man, sorry u have to deal with peeps like that. it kinda makes me sad, to see such people on here. :(
u handled the situation very well :thumbsup:

teenagedirtbag

01 Dec, 2025, 12:03 am

:joy: i dont careeee suck my weenie bruh

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 12:07 am

@teenagedirtbag
nah im good :3

EVIL_Rei_ayanami

01 Dec, 2025, 3:02 am

my band friend (i play oboe, she's a trumpet)
is learning this... on her trumpet

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 4:50 am

Damn bro istg this person is so weird im srry tht they are lik sensitive or sum

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 4:51 am

also guhh twig im srry abt ur momm

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 4:59 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-
yeah, she was reading through my texts with hi and said "and now i have to keep an eye on you two" and it was like a switch.
she had said a few things before that made me sad but that was a final straw. i literary don't care anymore :laughing:

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:01 am

ur mom, or ?

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:02 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-
what do yu mean im sorry im slow-

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:10 am

who are u talkin abt, the d.ick head or urmom?

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:10 am

@-osora-

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:12 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:12 am

my mum

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:15 am

oh whose texts did she read thru ? (lik you and A's , or m an ur's ??)

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:16 am

m?
it's A. i told her smth abt him and she was like "i know, i saw that last night" basically saying she was reading through them

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:16 am

also whos M?
@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:19 am

i use th letter m instead of me okay- :broken_heart: :pray:

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:20 am

my parents are like kinda strict?
i've seen lots of "pov u had stirct parents" vids and i related to most of them.
im a different verson of myself aound them just so i dont get geouned for the things i like.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:20 am

also if she read through ours? I. WOULD. BE. D34D.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:20 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:21 am

or lik i dont put the last letter of a word or lik i say n instead of and or in (or i say an instead of and)

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:22 am

mmm i see

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:22 am

also bro goin thru ur texts is WILDDD

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:23 am

lke my parents wonder why i hide things (even life or death stuff)
its bc im scared thier gonna take everything away AGAIN.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:24 am

there is NO privacy frfr :pray:

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:25 am

she does it ALL. THE. TIME.
like i was asking my bible study to pray abt this one guy i liked and she was like "hahah really? did u forgot i can see ur texts?"
so i just stopped asking for prayer bc i knew she was gonna look through my stuff

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:26 am

omg dude tht legit means they dont trust u

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:27 am

Jesus bro she sounds terrible.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:27 am

she goes trough me and A's texts, me and vivi's texts (all i rlly talk to over text tbh)
like bru-
"oh, ur cvtting urslef, have rlly bad depression, a possablie ED, and tryed to commet a few weeks ago? teeheh we're takkng all ur electronics bc it will fkx everything!"

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:28 am

.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:29 am

i legit hate her. bro yu shud tak smth a hers

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:29 am

also.. yk sm1 named vivi?

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:30 am

and its not like shes a bad person, just like... bru-
literary goes through my chatGPT one day, finds out im cvtting, asks me to tell her everything, NEEDS to know more abt the k1$$ between me an A when we were young "no more sleepovers! tehehe!"

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:30 am

i ment juni

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:31 am

oh, if your overwheled and wanna die?
"just because ur p1$$ed Doesn't mean you need to be an àššwhöïê to us."

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:32 am

i heard her talking c.rap abt me one time, she didn't kbow i could hear :laughing:

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:33 am

ahh, mk lol- also bro she is taking everything away tht makes u happy

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:33 am

"i just dont know why she is on edge all the time, likes whats her problem?"

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:33 am

Dude.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:33 am

shes sounds lik such a b.****

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:34 am

i cant wait for the day she relizes
"oh... my kids have REAL FKING MENTAL PROBLEMS AND IM JUST ADDING TO IT"

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:34 am

load

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:35 am

okay can i juxt rant now pls?

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:36 am

shes most likely not going to tho.. i would know.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:36 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:36 am

ye sure lol im not great at advice srry-.. also i may need to say load.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:37 am

its oky! you dont needs give advice i juxt need to yap before i explode.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:39 am

so, a few days ago we were playing a card game and she told my sister (17+) "yu know ur smartáśś mouth is abt to get popped, the last 3 days u have been on m nerves."
so my sister goes to say sorry later bc shes a gud kid and yk what she says?

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:40 am

"oh yur okay! i was just focased on the game :3"

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:40 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:41 am

its okay when she's overwhled but when we are? we ned to "lose the adatuide"

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:44 am

whn she firt found out i was cvttig last year she was like "i used to, and u can be honest with me okay?" then after she went through my phone?
"SHE DOESN'T GET JACK ŠHÌŤ RIGHT NOW-"

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:47 am

this time? she didn't sound like she cared tbh.
"swerslide is selfesh-"
"i could have lost yu"
"no parent should barry their child-"
which sounds sweet, but if yu knew tne tone she said it in? nah, u would be lke
"bru ur daughter is literary mentally ill and u are numb? CARE FOR HER"

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:49 am

AND BRO I LITERARY WAS ANGEY AT HER FOR THIS
SHE TOLD MY UNLCE ABT MY SA WITHOUT MY PERMISSION...

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 5:50 am

"he knows how it feels"
"wha?"
"beig SA'ed... he-"
my mind: YOU DIDNT EVEN ASK ME FIRST?! MY OWN FATHER DOESN'T KNOW AND YOU TOLD HIM?!

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 6:02 am

..

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

01 Dec, 2025, 6:02 am

im rlly rlly sorry. she sounds terrible.

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 6:19 am

but she isn't?
its confusing bc shes nice but is kinda mean sometims
ive just kinda gotten njmb to it :3

-osora-

01 Dec, 2025, 6:19 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-
i still luv her sm even if shes mean
notning she nas ever done has made me luv her less.

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