hello by teenagedirtbag

i get sick to my stomach when i see people kissing and being affectionate i hate seeing my parents kissing and, swaddling eachother i feel so alone even when im not i want to be able tolike affection but i literally cant i hate being a victim to cosca and sa or howeveryyou spell that stuff because i cant enjoy affection anymore it makes me feel so icky when i express it or even think abiut words of affection and praise but i yearn for it so badly but relationships are ok i just dont want to be

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
28 Nov, 2025, 10:57 pm
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teenagedirtbag

28 Nov, 2025, 10:59 pm

- touched how i was in the past because in all of my relationships i started trusting them and they asked for kissing and touching me or straigjt up said "I can make you feel things you've never felt before"

teenagedirtbag

28 Nov, 2025, 10:59 pm

i hate affection i hate touch i hate love i hate this

teenagedirtbag

28 Nov, 2025, 10:59 pm

ok but i love rory rory is very special i trust rory

teenagedirtbag

28 Nov, 2025, 11:02 pm

i also yearn for lov and being able to experience making love or wtvr but i feel sick to my stomach when i even think aout exposing myself like that i dont want to be vulnerable like that

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