am i that annoying that he chooses to ignore me??
did i say something wrong?
i just want to feel his warmth, his love, i just want him, and ive ruined it. like i always do, i just want to be loved by him, why cant be perfect for him, i hate being annoying and loud and clingy and ugly and fat and just being alive is overwhelming.
i miss him and his laugh,voice,humor just him
he makes me feel loved, and without him im nothing, but now hes not talking ive lost the only person that makes me loved