Wowza!! by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I literally have no idea why i'm posting this
this is just some random shi my friend Caleb says
(He's a real one :pray:)

and sorry if i'm annoying
or loud
or weird
or if i'm just being a bit off.

I'm not doing well.
i haven't been sleeping right
or eating right.
or overall just doing anything right.
I'm sorry.
I'm trying my best not to bother anyone
i just need distractions
so i don't have to face the horrors of life without a plan.

sorry.

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
17 Nov, 2025, 7:21 am
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H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

17 Nov, 2025, 7:24 am

it's late again.
what's wrong with me?
why can't i be normal?
why can't my grades be average, and my friends caring?
why am i like this?
venting to 243 followers who probably forgot i even exist.
venting to myself like it's going to help.
i can't get my shït together.
i'm a lost cause.
I'm trying. I promise i'm trying my best.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

17 Nov, 2025, 7:26 am

I'm not gonna get better.
i'm not gonna heal.
i genuinely fücking hate myself.
i don't want to be here.
i want to be at home.
wherever the hell that is.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

17 Nov, 2025, 7:29 am

this is exactly why everyone hates me.
i'm sorry.
goodnight.

ChicknKing

17 Nov, 2025, 11:04 pm

i dont hate you @H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3 i've felt sad before and i've thought that too it's ok not everyone hates you

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