im not fine withput you what am i gonna do for 10 days i wont do anything i want to talk o ou im going to miss you a lot i dont want your aunt to turn he internet off she is stupid
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre fine withour me,youre always busy anyway and,your parents always want you to do stuff and youl: have school annd ypur irl friends so youre fine without me
im not fine without you only you make me feel happy and everything else is boring and my friends dont care about me they leave me out from everything i dont even like them
i wont have anythng to do i cant lesve the house without my phon and thre will be 0 internet and i have 0 friends or anyone to ta:k to nothing to watch to
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD atleastthis is a way to ease you into whe im gone forever when i die now it wont be such a shock bythe time im gone cuz you# already have experienced me being gone
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not giving you a date either you wont know the night that i die so you cnt tey to stop me at all you will know when i am gone for a day
i dont want to sleep becuxe i can still think when i am asleep and i dont want to be alive being dead is all i ant i say it everyday i told my aunt how badly i want be dead i wish i was dead so bad
no riley youre the nicest person i have ever met you care a lot and youre so sweet and nice you me you deserve so much happiness i want to ry to help you get better so youre not sad i dont want you to want to die i want to help you get happy and have a good life not die
ill be gone soon and maybe 7 days later people will be fine and back to their ordinarey lives i matter so littl to thid world and im a bad person i need to die
i could overdose ronight to get itover with i think i am big pushed to my edge right now and its so easy itd right next to me the way to solve evereything its rghtmthre i could do it
no its not how o you know for sure your aunt will turn the internet off i would wait days just so i coulf talk to you again even if its for ages i still would wait just to talk to you i dont want you to leave me forever plase riley
it will be ok we can talk after a lot i promise it will be fine i dont want you to die it will be ok its not permanent its just temporary 2 weeks is ok but your aut will probabl turn on the Internet by then right
@ @ @MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD m eyes wwont focus not with my glasseson go and thres blurrd rainbow on the edges on my vision an im dizzy an my legs wont mov and i see faces
Comments
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 am
eats
16 Nov, 2025, 9:21 am
YYYAYAYAAAY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YYAY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 am
GOOD MORNING :heart: :heart:
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I BEEN AWAKE SINCE 4
16 Nov, 2025, 9:24 am
OH NO WHY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:24 am
I KEEP WAKING UP LATE IM REALLY SORRY I KEEP GETTING TIRED
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I HAD A BAD DREAM :(
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 am
OH NO ARE YOU OK
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 am
in my dream just now i went down a slide
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD THATS FUNNY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD IT MADE M CRY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 am
POOR RILEY :( I WOULD HUG YOU TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 am
MY PU.SSY HURTS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD WHAT WHY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAY HUG
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 am
IDK I JUST WOKE UP AND ITS LIKE STINGING???? I THINK ITS FROM MY PERIOD?
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 am
AND KISS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I WILL KISS IT BETTER
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 am
AW
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 am
YAAYY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD CUTE LACI
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 am
NO YOURE CUTER
16 Nov, 2025, 9:32 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD NO YOU
16 Nov, 2025, 9:32 am
ON YOUTUBE I WAS WATCHING CAT VIDOS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:33 am
RILEY IS THE CUTEST BOY EVERRRR
16 Nov, 2025, 9:33 am
AWWW CATS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:33 am
THAT IS GOOD
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:35 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YES I HAVE THE BEST FYP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:36 am
YAAYAYAY I WATCHED A CAT VIDEO YESTERDAY MY BROTHER SENT IT TO ME
16 Nov, 2025, 9:36 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I HAT HIM
16 Nov, 2025, 9:37 am
HE CALLED THE KITTENS CUTE HE WAS BEING NICE
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD CUTE KITTENS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 am
I SAW A VIDEO OF A GIRL CAT HAVING BABYS :frowning_face:
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 am
AYYAAYAYYAYAYY I WANT A KITTEN
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 am
OH NO WAS IT YUCKY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:39 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD IM HUNGRY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 am
EAT ME OUTTTTT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YEP THERE WAS BLOOD AND THE CATS COMING OUT WERE COVERD IN WET AND THE MUMMY CAT LOOKED SAD
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 am
SORRYY TELL YOUR AUNT YOURE HUNGRY OKAY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD OK I WILL
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 am
OH NO
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 am
POOR CAT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD SHE IS ASLEEP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD WHY WAS SHE SAD DID IT HURT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 am
OH NO
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 am
YES IT HURTS A LOT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:42 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD IS THAT WHY SHE WAS A SAD CAT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 am
YES PROBABLY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD NO MAKE TH€ CAT HAPPY DO€S SHE NOT LIKE HER BABYS
16 Nov, 2025, 9:44 am
@MANGOMANGOMANGO SHES JUST IN PAIN
16 Nov, 2025, 9:46 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD DOES SHE WANT KISSES
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 am
MAYBE
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 am
RILEY :crying_cat_face:
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD DO YOU WANT KISSES
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 am
YES PLEASE
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I FEEL ASLEEP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 am
ON ACCDIENT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 am
AW THATS CUTE
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD NUP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 am
YOU CAN HVE A NAP IF YOU WANT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 am
YUP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 am
I AM HAPPY I STIM
16 Nov, 2025, 9:55 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD NO I WANT TO STAY UP I DIDNT SLEEP ALOT LAST NIGHT I KEPT MY AUNT UP TO SO SHE KNOWS ASWELL
16 Nov, 2025, 9:55 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD NUP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:55 am
OKOK STAY UP
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 am
AWWW HAPPY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 am
YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK OF WHEN YOURE HAPPY
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD WHAT DO YOU THINK OF
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 am
THE CAT VIDEO WHERE IT SAYS HAPPY HAPPY HAP;Y
16 Nov, 2025, 10:00 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAYAYAYYA THAT IS A GO(D VIDEO
16 Nov, 2025, 10:01 am
@MANGOMANGOMANGO YESYESSSS
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I Q M STIMMING
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 am
AWWW
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 am
I HAVE TO SHOWER SOON
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD WHY AWW
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD ME TO I WAS JUST GOING TO SAY I HAVE TO HAV A BATH
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 am
AFTER MY BATHM I WILL GO ON PIN
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 am
AWW BECAUSE YOU ARE CUTE
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 am
OKAYYY
16 Nov, 2025, 10:07 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAYAYAYA I WILL NOW OK AND YOU SHOWER
16 Nov, 2025, 10:07 am
@MANGOMANGOMANGO YESYES
16 Nov, 2025, 10:08 am
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YAY OK I LOVEYOU
16 Nov, 2025, 10:08 am
I LOVE YOU TOOOO
16 Nov, 2025, 9:03 pm
riley
16 Nov, 2025, 9:04 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i donr want you to gp
16 Nov, 2025, 9:04 pm
i am shakeing alot
16 Nov, 2025, 9:04 pm
i hate your parentd
16 Nov, 2025, 9:04 pm
in 30 minutes is that ok im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
nononno im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
ill wake up early
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
extra early
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no we cant talk tomorow
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
E
WE
CANT
16 Nov, 2025, 9:05 pm
will ou have tomorrow off
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
i feel sick and shakeing and my heart is bating fast and my hqnds are cold
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
why not on your switch
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
nonoono im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no im not allowd i will refuse togo in and my aunt is takeing the internet of if i refuse and i have nothingmwith mobile data
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
i wont go yet
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
shw is turning the internet of
16 Nov, 2025, 9:06 pm
no no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
that is dumb
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
i a going to be sick
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
can you go into school and stay in nurture
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
oh no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
no im not going to school
16 Nov, 2025, 9:07 pm
shut up you dont care
16 Nov, 2025, 9:08 pm
im not going to sleep to and im not going to school im not doing anything
16 Nov, 2025, 9:08 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:08 pm
i do care im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:08 pm
im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:09 pm
your aunt is mean
16 Nov, 2025, 9:09 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no ij to scared to sleep i dont want to be on my,own
16 Nov, 2025, 9:09 pm
were not going to be abel to talk to each other until i go to school and thats 10 days atleast
16 Nov, 2025, 9:10 pm
you will be okay you can sleep now if you want because you didnt nap earlier
16 Nov, 2025, 9:10 pm
no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:10 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not tired i scared and im going to be sick
16 Nov, 2025, 9:10 pm
your aunt is stupid
16 Nov, 2025, 9:10 pm
im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:11 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD yep maybe longer
16 Nov, 2025, 9:11 pm
its okay dont be scared
16 Nov, 2025, 9:11 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO can you do at least one day at school a half day
16 Nov, 2025, 9:11 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:11 pm
why doesnt your aunt understand you dont feel safe without your phone
16 Nov, 2025, 9:12 pm
i just thrw up in d m bin
16 Nov, 2025, 9:12 pm
i just been ssick
16 Nov, 2025, 9:12 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD she sas i have to go its inportsnt
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
it dosent matter its atleasg ten days before we can ta:k again atleast or more it culd be multipel weeks
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO if you tellyour aunt youve been sick will she let you have tomorrow off anyway
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
im gong t9, be sick again
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
why will she turn ghe internet off
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no she wont
16 Nov, 2025, 9:13 pm
nonono
16 Nov, 2025, 9:14 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD so i cant use anything and will be bored at home and urge me to go to scjool
16 Nov, 2025, 9:14 pm
you dont care,it dosent affect you
16 Nov, 2025, 9:14 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO but i want to talk
16 Nov, 2025, 9:15 pm
i do care i want to talk to you everyday
16 Nov, 2025, 9:15 pm
my tummy hurts i havent really eaten so i cant vomit alot it is just making my tummy yurt and makw me gag
16 Nov, 2025, 9:16 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i think it is clear you are really perfectley fine without me you just dont like the idea of not speaking to me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:16 pm
its making my head,hurt im ligtheaded
16 Nov, 2025, 9:16 pm
nonono im crying
16 Nov, 2025, 9:17 pm
i dont want you to feel bad
16 Nov, 2025, 9:17 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no i think youre finr
16 Nov, 2025, 9:17 pm
youre fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:17 pm
im not fine withput you what am i gonna do for 10 days i wont do anything i want to talk o ou im going to miss you a lot i dont want your aunt to turn he internet off she is stupid
16 Nov, 2025, 9:18 pm
i think it will atleast be 2 weeks
16 Nov, 2025, 9:18 pm
i dont want you to leave for 10 days
16 Nov, 2025, 9:18 pm
thats forever
16 Nov, 2025, 9:18 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre fine withour me,youre always busy anyway and,your parents always want you to do stuff and youl: have school annd ypur irl friends so youre fine without me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:18 pm
your aunt is horrible
16 Nov, 2025, 9:19 pm
ans you always have homework
16 Nov, 2025, 9:19 pm
you will be fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:19 pm
im not fine without you only you make me feel happy and everything else is boring and my friends dont care about me they leave me out from everything i dont even like them
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
i wont have anythng to do i cant lesve the house without my phon and thre will be 0 internet and i have 0 friends or anyone to ta:k to nothing to watch to
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
but i want to talk o you
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD you still have evereything else i mentioned
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
your aunt is mean
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
youre fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:20 pm
im not busy i done most of my homework today
16 Nov, 2025, 9:21 pm
im not fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:21 pm
everey thing will be perfectley fine for you
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 pm
its always one stupid thing after the other ihate living s much eberythimg bad keeps hapening to me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 pm
noIt wont
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 pm
nono can you just beg your aunt to turn t on can you tell her how worrid school makes you feel
16 Nov, 2025, 9:22 pm
how am ing meant to be happy when nothing good ever happens to me ever
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
riley im not fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD she knows she doden care if i beg
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
my room smells like vomit
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
i dont want us to not talk
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
she is horrible
16 Nov, 2025, 9:23 pm
nono
16 Nov, 2025, 9:24 pm
get your aunt
16 Nov, 2025, 9:24 pm
if youve thrown up that much shes bound to let you have tomorrow off and say youre really tired too
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD atleastthis is a way to ease you into whe im gone forever when i die now it wont be such a shock bythe time im gone cuz you# already have experienced me being gone
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no im not allowd the social workers get mad if i have days of school
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
nono dont sy that idont want you to die stop
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
my aunt will go ro court if my attendance is below 90%
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
they are stupid
16 Nov, 2025, 9:25 pm
noonono
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i think i am certan i will die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
can you try to go to svhool please or can your aunt get you a phone quick
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD the only time im allowd of school is if im hospitalised
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
dont say that idont want you to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
dumb school
16 Nov, 2025, 9:26 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not goimg to scjool
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no i am dying maybe before 2026 most likeley
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
but then we wont talk
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
before december
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
i dont want you to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not goimg to schol
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
riley no
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im going to
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
why
16 Nov, 2025, 9:27 pm
i wl die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 pm
i dnt want you to stop
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 pm
no you wint
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD how many more bad things do you think will happen to me if i stay alive
16 Nov, 2025, 9:28 pm
none
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 pm
afer this there will be no bad things then you,csn be hapoy
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 pm
maybe filip will even rаpe me again i expect ir at this point i dot think something good is ever going to happen again
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre a liar
16 Nov, 2025, 9:29 pm
after im dead nothing can happen
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 pm
no dont say that he is an idiot i hope he dies
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 pm
i dont want you to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 pm
nothing good or bad iwont know either ill be dead i cant wait to die i am so excited
16 Nov, 2025, 9:30 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not giving you a date either you wont know the night that i die so you cnt tey to stop me at all you will know when i am gone for a day
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 pm
thats when you will find out
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 pm
no stop i dont want you to die i dont want you to lesve me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 pm
but its before december most likeley i am sick of thi stupid world
16 Nov, 2025, 9:31 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im going to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm
i am happy to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm
no no you will e happy soon i dont want you to die dont leave me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:32 pm
no more sad no moee happy to just be unaware of everything
16 Nov, 2025, 9:33 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i wont be happy soon youre just saying evereything uoy can think of to change my mind
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm
if i die before i talk to you again you wont know cuz ill just be gone for ever and never answer you again
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm
i dont want you to die i love you a lot youre my favourite person i dont know what i would o without you i dont want you to leave me please just stay
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm
no dnt do that
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm
i just,want to be deadso bad
16 Nov, 2025, 9:34 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im gonna die sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:35 pm
but i dont want you o be dead
16 Nov, 2025, 9:35 pm
i will make your life better i promise
16 Nov, 2025, 9:35 pm
i dont thin you can change my mind it gets worse evereyday the thoughts and now no more you thats it i am done
16 Nov, 2025, 9:36 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youve already done evereything you can
16 Nov, 2025, 9:36 pm
im done
16 Nov, 2025, 9:36 pm
i qm ready to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:37 pm
no please stay riley pleae km sorry i dont want you to die plesse
16 Nov, 2025, 9:37 pm
i cant breathe
16 Nov, 2025, 9:37 pm
youre completeley fine without me youve got so much to be happy about youve got a good future why would you need me to weigh you down from that
16 Nov, 2025, 9:37 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre fine
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 pm
no i want you only you i dont want to have a future if youre not in it i dont want ypu to go
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 pm
i dont want to sleep becuxe i can still think when i am asleep and i dont want to be alive being dead is all i ant i say it everyday i told my aunt how badly i want be dead i wish i was dead so bad
16 Nov, 2025, 9:38 pm
im not fine im crying a lot
16 Nov, 2025, 9:39 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD you wil replace me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:39 pm
i dont want you to be dead im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:39 pm
i wont replace you you are perfect for me i only want you i dont love anyone else i hate everyome else
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im a bad perso you dot need me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:40 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD bur im going to die,in less then a month
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 pm
evereyone knows i want to be dead even the teachers at my school
16 Nov, 2025, 9:41 pm
no riley youre the nicest person i have ever met you care a lot and youre so sweet and nice you me you deserve so much happiness i want to ry to help you get better so youre not sad i dont want you to want to die i want to help you get happy and have a good life not die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:42 pm
i dont wan tyou to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:42 pm
ill be gone soon and maybe 7 days later people will be fine and back to their ordinarey lives i matter so littl to thid world and im a bad person i need to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD mylife is horribel its never beeen easy why do you think its gonna get easyer
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 pm
no dont say that it would make my life horrible if you died
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 pm
but it will get better
16 Nov, 2025, 9:43 pm
who is able to fix evereything that is completket out of my hands all i can do is watch it a# happen sll i can do to mske it stop is **** myself
16 Nov, 2025, 9:44 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD youre delusional for thinking it will get better thats the ********* lie ive ever heard
16 Nov, 2025, 9:45 pm
riley i dont want you to die just lsease stay
16 Nov, 2025, 9:45 pm
i could overdose ronight to get itover with i think i am big pushed to my edge right now and its so easy itd right next to me the way to solve evereything its rghtmthre i could do it
16 Nov, 2025, 9:46 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD begging dosent get anything
16 Nov, 2025, 9:46 pm
not even in small situations beggimg has never ever worked
16 Nov, 2025, 9:46 pm
im crying o muh
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm
im orry
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm
even begging to die in my sleep begging my mum to stop beating me begging filip to stop begging for anythig it never works begging is so useles
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm
i really dont want you o die i love you a lot i 3dont want you to leave me ever
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm
but they were just horrible people
16 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD why cant i just die now imagine i am dead before its even morning evereything will b over i shoud just die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:48 pm
you shouldnt die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:48 pm
ive already had my medicstion today tsking any more rn would already be bad what can i do with 2 months worth left on my desk still
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
i want to die before you die so i dont have to go through any pain from you dying
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i think i am going to!
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
riley dont do it
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD just pretend im still there
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
no stop it please
16 Nov, 2025, 9:49 pm
no thats not hw it works
16 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm
riley my whole body is shaking plsse dotdp
16 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm
stop
16 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm
riley dont do it please
16 Nov, 2025, 9:50 pm
riley
16 Nov, 2025, 9:51 pm
come back i dont want you to die dont leave me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:51 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im still here
16 Nov, 2025, 9:51 pm
come back stop i dont want you to die i will make you really happy just please stay for me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:52 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO i dont wnt you to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD tonight is the last time well talk for a while anyway if i die now its okay
16 Nov, 2025, 9:53 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD pooooo
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 pm
no its not how o you know for sure your aunt will turn the internet off i would wait days just so i coulf talk to you again even if its for ages i still would wait just to talk to you i dont want you to leave me forever plase riley
16 Nov, 2025, 9:54 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD she already ttelled me
16 Nov, 2025, 9:55 pm
youre ok withut me i need to die
16 Nov, 2025, 9:55 pm
maybe shewill forget you should just talk to her about how schoolmakes you feel and shemight try to help
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im thinking of doing it
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 pm
you dont need to die and im not okay without you if you died i would kil myself too i dont want you to lesve mr
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no she is going to court if i have school of
16 Nov, 2025, 9:56 pm
if you do it i will do it
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO maybe she can talk to the school
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 pm
or she can get you a phone quick can she do it tomorrow
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD okayy what if i dont tell you when i do it and i stay alve for a few more weeks
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD nope
16 Nov, 2025, 9:57 pm
its whatever ok!
16 Nov, 2025, 9:58 pm
what do you mean
16 Nov, 2025, 9:58 pm
riley dont do t please
16 Nov, 2025, 9:58 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD ill stay for a few weeks and **** myself random so yu wont know when and you wont have to worry that sounds good!!!!!
16 Nov, 2025, 9:59 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD tired of livimh hate sleeping i wish to be dead
16 Nov, 2025, 9:59 pm
no i dont want you to do it,at all
16 Nov, 2025, 9:59 pm
i dont wsnt you to die plesse
16 Nov, 2025, 9:59 pm
youre not goig to **** yourself though ill make sure
16 Nov, 2025, 10:00 pm
yes i will
16 Nov, 2025, 10:00 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD I cant do.this anymor3 i need to die
16 Nov, 2025, 10:00 pm
you dont need to die riley
16 Nov, 2025, 10:01 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD what about college when you go there youre gonna meet new people and soon forget about me i just know it
16 Nov, 2025, 10:01 pm
just plesse hold on and stay please i dont want you to go i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:01 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i just wish i wss daed so bad
16 Nov, 2025, 10:02 pm
no i dint even want to go there i decided i dint want friends im gonna be lonely i dnt want to talk to anyone there
16 Nov, 2025, 10:02 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO im sorry can you just stay for me please i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:02 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i literally have nothing to keep me going
16 Nov, 2025, 10:02 pm
i want to keep yougoing just please
16 Nov, 2025, 10:03 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD most of the time i fee l empty and emotionles its a horribel way to live
16 Nov, 2025, 10:03 pm
but it doesnt mean you should die
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD why do i have to keep going
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD yes i thihk i should die
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 pm
because i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 pm
im going to be sick
16 Nov, 2025, 10:04 pm
no youre thinking wrong yu shouldnt die
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 pm
go to the toilet
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD ;i want,you to be happy
16 Nov, 2025, 10:05 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i can keep swallowing
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 pm
it would make me happy if you stayed alive
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 pm
no if youre going to be sick you need to let it ot
16 Nov, 2025, 10:06 pm
i dont want tonihjt to be the last time i talk to you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:07 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD kve swallowdd it back down 2 times
16 Nov, 2025, 10:07 pm
then you should stay alive then we can talk forever
16 Nov, 2025, 10:08 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD 2 weeks at the minimum
16 Nov, 2025, 10:08 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im going to get water ill be fast
16 Nov, 2025, 10:09 pm
2 weeks for what
16 Nov, 2025, 10:09 pm
okok
16 Nov, 2025, 10:12 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i cnt get water
16 Nov, 2025, 10:12 pm
i tried to stand and my lets just went flopy and i didnt even get outside my bedroom
16 Nov, 2025, 10:12 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD 2 weeks we cannot talk for atleast
16 Nov, 2025, 10:12 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO nononono
16 Nov, 2025, 10:13 pm
it will be ok we can talk after a lot i promise it will be fine i dont want you to die it will be ok its not permanent its just temporary 2 weeks is ok but your aut will probabl turn on the Internet by then right
16 Nov, 2025, 10:14 pm
aunt
16 Nov, 2025, 10:14 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD no itsgonna be more then 2 weeks probaly
16 Nov, 2025, 10:14 pm
iffeel faint
16 Nov, 2025, 10:15 pm
its okay we can talk aftr then
16 Nov, 2025, 10:15 pm
evereything is really blury and m my head is hurting so much
16 Nov, 2025, 10:15 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGOnonono take deep breaths
16 Nov, 2025, 10:15 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO i thnk youneed to sleep
16 Nov, 2025, 10:16 pm
it looks liks around the corne of my eyes is rainbo w on my v8suin i
16 Nov, 2025, 10:16 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i cant sk3ep
16 Nov, 2025, 10:16 pm
my legs wonr move
16 Nov, 2025, 10:17 pm
im going to be ****** right noe
16 Nov, 2025, 10:17 pm
what are you saying
16 Nov, 2025, 10:18 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD my head is throbing
16 Nov, 2025, 10:18 pm
i see rainibows in the cornres of mmy eyes
16 Nov, 2025, 10:18 pm
my hsd
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
can youget to the bathroom sink
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
i will e sick
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
you need water
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
i cant move
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
go to the toilet try o
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
nono
16 Nov, 2025, 10:19 pm
its probly fine k jjjudt stress i guwx is fine
16 Nov, 2025, 10:20 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD, *$ its fine e, im probaly fine
16 Nov, 2025, 10:20 pm
there is monsters everwhwre
16 Nov, 2025, 10:20 pm
just lik always
16 Nov, 2025, 10:21 pm
myhead is going to explode
16 Nov, 2025, 10:21 pm
nono dont worry about mosters they wont hurt you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:21 pm
nonono your head i dont want it t hurt
16 Nov, 2025, 10:21 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD laci .m dying
16 Nov, 2025, 10:22 pm
no youre not you will feel better
16 Nov, 2025, 10:22 pm
ayayzayyaua!
16 Nov, 2025, 10:22 pm
you need some sleep can we talk in the morning ill try to wake up extra early
16 Nov, 2025, 10:22 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im scarwd
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im not slweping no no no
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
you cant mke me sleep
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
ill be reckless alohe
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
its okay dont be scared im here
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
im fine
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
ill stay up with you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm
im staying up all night i dont want you to be scared
16 Nov, 2025, 10:24 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD mymhead
16 Nov, 2025, 10:24 pm
gnis is terifying,
16 Nov, 2025, 10:24 pm
whats going on
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
riley its okay
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
dont worry
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
@ @ @MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD m eyes wwont focus not with my glasseson go and thres blurrd rainbow on the edges on my vision an im dizzy an my legs wont mov and i see faces
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
i am here
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
its ok the faces arent realy dont worry everything is okay i promise
16 Nov, 2025, 10:26 pm
real
16 Nov, 2025, 10:27 pm
you need water can you like crawl to the bathroom for water
16 Nov, 2025, 10:27 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD.evereything else is real
16 Nov, 2025, 10:28 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD
No qa water
16 Nov, 2025, 10:28 pm
its okay it will stop soon
16 Nov, 2025, 10:28 pm
just take deep breaths
16 Nov, 2025, 10:29 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD ;my haert is to fast it wont sttop
16 Nov, 2025, 10:30 pm
i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:30 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO oky tske deep breaths it will help you a bit
16 Nov, 2025, 10:30 pm
im here
16 Nov, 2025, 10:32 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD dont e
leave say i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:32 pm
laci i lov yiu
16 Nov, 2025, 10:32 pm
im not leaving you im here
16 Nov, 2025, 10:32 pm
i love you so much
16 Nov, 2025, 10:33 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD im sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 10:33 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i lov eyou
16 Nov, 2025, 10:33 pm
its okay dont say sorry
16 Nov, 2025, 10:34 pm
i love you too
16 Nov, 2025, 10:34 pm
how do you feel now
16 Nov, 2025, 10:35 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD sick
16 Nov, 2025, 10:35 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i lov you i want to stay with you forevef im scarec
16 Nov, 2025, 10:35 pm
you can be sick if you need to dint swallow it it will make you feel worse
16 Nov, 2025, 10:36 pm
im here dont worry i love you lots
16 Nov, 2025, 10:36 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD wat to hug want to be ok
16 Nov, 2025, 10:37 pm
i llov3 you qdn lov you ylu make me sfe
16 Nov, 2025, 10:37 pm
hugs i wish i was with you to hug you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:37 pm
i love you too im glad i make you feel safe
16 Nov, 2025, 10:37 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i ned you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:38 pm
im here with you forever dont worry
16 Nov, 2025, 10:38 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD wake up erly and we can tlk
16 Nov, 2025, 10:39 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD nedd hug
16 Nov, 2025, 10:39 pm
i will i will
16 Nov, 2025, 10:39 pm
hugs
16 Nov, 2025, 10:40 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i hug my teddy
16 Nov, 2025, 10:40 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD will you defintley you woke up at 9:30 today and yesterday
16 Nov, 2025, 10:40 pm
yay good teddy hugs
16 Nov, 2025, 10:41 pm
i will wake up early
16 Nov, 2025, 10:42 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD 2 am
16 Nov, 2025, 10:42 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD she is you pretend
16 Nov, 2025, 10:43 pm
▲
16 Nov, 2025, 10:44 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO early
16 Nov, 2025, 10:44 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD is that whenyou wake up i not und3rstand
16 Nov, 2025, 10:45 pm
dead dead dead dead dead deade dead dead
16 Nov, 2025, 10:45 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO i dont want to sleep tonight
16 Nov, 2025, 10:45 pm
mdmm
16 Nov, 2025, 10:45 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD why
16 Nov, 2025, 10:45 pm
no i dont like that word
16 Nov, 2025, 10:46 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO i want to make sure youre oksy
16 Nov, 2025, 10:46 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD should i not say it
16 Nov, 2025, 10:46 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD ok a0bit my eu3
16 Nov, 2025, 10:46 pm
what
16 Nov, 2025, 10:47 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD be oi qnd xtay with me pleas
16 Nov, 2025, 10:48 pm
i will stay with you okay
16 Nov, 2025, 10:49 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i have m teddy
16 Nov, 2025, 10:49 pm
yay good
16 Nov, 2025, 10:50 pm
riley wait 2 minutes ill be really fast
16 Nov, 2025, 10:50 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD shw says hi
16 Nov, 2025, 10:50 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD why go
16 Nov, 2025, 10:55 pm
im back
16 Nov, 2025, 10:55 pm
hi teddy
16 Nov, 2025, 10:55 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD she loves you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:56 pm
AWW REALLY
16 Nov, 2025, 10:56 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD yep she kiss you
16 Nov, 2025, 10:58 pm
AWWWWW
16 Nov, 2025, 10:58 pm
she is nice
16 Nov, 2025, 10:59 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD and i ove you also
16 Nov, 2025, 11:00 pm
i love you riley
16 Nov, 2025, 11:00 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD riley hhhuggg
16 Nov, 2025, 11:01 pm
hugs
16 Nov, 2025, 11:01 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD i feelmy legs again theyare not numb and i wašt to tske my pyjamas of again rhey feel bad
16 Nov, 2025, 11:01 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD HUG
16 Nov, 2025, 11:02 pm
when i go to sleep can you sta awake all night please
16 Nov, 2025, 11:02 pm
incase i wake up and i need you
16 Nov, 2025, 11:03 pm
i will stay awake
16 Nov, 2025, 11:04 pm
ill try not to sleep ill watch youtube
16 Nov, 2025, 11:04 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD will you stay up all night and be there when i wwake up so im safe
16 Nov, 2025, 11:05 pm
i will try okay anything for you
16 Nov, 2025, 11:05 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD an yayayayaya i will feel safe
16 Nov, 2025, 11:05 pm
YAY
16 Nov, 2025, 11:06 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YQYAYAYA LACI FOREVEF AND EVER BEST
16 Nov, 2025, 11:08 pm
AWWWW
16 Nov, 2025, 11:08 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD YYAY
16 Nov, 2025, 11:08 pm
:heart: :heart: :heart:
16 Nov, 2025, 11:09 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD LACI BEST
16 Nov, 2025, 11:09 pm
@MANGOMANGOMANGO RILEY IS BETTER
16 Nov, 2025, 11:10 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD BOTH GOOD AMAIZING
16 Nov, 2025, 11:11 pm
YYAYAYYAYAYAY
16 Nov, 2025, 11:12 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD KISS
16 Nov, 2025, 11:12 pm
I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT KISSING YOU
16 Nov, 2025, 11:14 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD GOOD KISIESS YAYAYYAYA<♡♡♡♡♡
16 Nov, 2025, 11:15 pm
YAAAAYYYYY I WANT TO HUG AND KISS YOU
16 Nov, 2025, 11:16 pm
@MUSTARDMUSTARDMUSTRD WE WILL
16 Nov, 2025, 11:16 pm
YYYAYYZY