I'm going through a rough patch with my parents

i've convinced myself my only irl friend is getting sick of me

I don't trust myself around my friends

I'm lonely

I feel like how i felt before i had friends

I really don't want to fall back into bad depression

I've lost my religion

And i'm scared of what my family would think of me if they knew

And i have to act like everythings fine when it's really not

I haven't felt myself in years

idk what to do

I'm if rock bottom had ******** lmfao

a bas3ment

really, colors?

@_Greystripe_Grey_, I can talk to you if you need, I know the feeling.

I hope you get better

It's okay, I know it's hard to think as positive as other people and it's quite hard to stay positive with not a lot of friends. I'm not trying to compare myself with you, but I've been in a similar situation as you a few years ago. But I believe you can get through this, though we don't know each other much but I know you're strong, you can do this. There's people who care for you, I'm sure you have friends here who understand and care for you deeply

It may be hard to stay motivated, but think of things you enjoy, maybe draw things you like, doesn't have to be finished art, it can be doodles, or if you want to, go outside and explore your backyard or ask your parents if you can go somewhere, maybe do some crafts, or re-watch a comfort show while doing something
Theres some things that may be a bit hard to get into to stay motivated and stuff but it can help with your thoughts.

Something my friend found out that is helpful is journalism, they write out their feelings, they don't write about how they feel towards other people or whats going on specifically but they write about whats making them upset etc. Y'know?

It's a lot but I want to let ya know theres people here for you and care for you

wrap your arms around yourself - sending you a long distance hug

and we can be friends

Hey man Im here i always will be please dont go or do anything stupid

Plussss I have more dad jokes 2 tell uuu <3

So please be careful I know im not amazing eather but we're both amazing together so let's not change that bc I will go haywire

OH YEAH theres this game called uh

Clash or critters id think you'd enjoy plus we can chat much easier there :

@Mars_moons_
Yeah sure :3

Feeling a lil better today

Good. Gives you head pats and hot

@Mars_moons_
Lol

heyyy

hop ur feeling better
i give you hugs
and hb merch
and happy hb episodes
and stolitz
and dhmis
and gravity falls

and a few more hugs

Okay did you download it pookie? I wana hang out

@Mars_moons_
OP

I FORGOT IMA DO IT NOW

Clash of critters did u say?

Ye

All give u my fq rq </3

@Mars_moons_
YIPPEEE

My name is greystripe_44 or smt

10242625 my name is mars sob im level 99

@Mars_moons_
I'm like- 23 :broken_heart: (Got the game yesterday LOL)

I'll friend u in the morning 'cause it's 1 am