im going to have to take a break. by exclamation

I mean it this time to, its for my phsyical health
I have had an eye disease called Myopia for a long time. Everything i do close up is worsening my eye health, and technology speeds on my disease. I have an appointment at my opticians soon and i always cry at them because i am actually addicted to technology. Im on and ADHD and autism waiting list, and tech can calm me down and make me not fidget, do i consistently draw and go online.

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07 Nov, 2025, 9:45 pm
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silliest_silly

07 Nov, 2025, 9:46 pm

i hope ur ok twin

exclamation

07 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm

Tech gives me a dopamine rush, and as someone who definitely has a depression problem, of course im going to want to be happy, and close up things fufil my desire for joy, yet their making me go blind.
Im going to be honest here, and this is a trigger warning btw.
I will probaly end it all if my eyesight gets too bad for me to handle. I refuse to live without sight, my entire life is dedicated to art, and i need to see to do art.

exclamation

07 Nov, 2025, 9:47 pm

@silliest_silly ty twin

TigGEr4LiFe

07 Nov, 2025, 9:51 pm

omg im so srry. Take all da time u need! :33

silliest_silly

07 Nov, 2025, 9:52 pm

@exclamation
ik what its like to want to end it all bc of the fear of losing something u love. especially due to something medical related.

exclamation

07 Nov, 2025, 9:52 pm

@TigGEr4LiFe TYSMM

exclamation

07 Nov, 2025, 9:53 pm

@silliest_silly im sorry you relate :c and thank you for being sympathetic! ur a super nice person, i glad i met u!

exclamation

07 Nov, 2025, 9:53 pm

@TigGEr4LiFe ur peak bestie >:D

silliest_silly

07 Nov, 2025, 9:55 pm

@exclamation
ty i really needed to hear that :purple_heart:

BigAria

07 Nov, 2025, 10:23 pm

:sob:

BigAria

07 Nov, 2025, 10:24 pm

im so sorry that this is happening twin :sob: i'll miss you

L3m0n_Br34d

07 Nov, 2025, 11:33 pm

aw, mk i really hope it doesn't worsen bc ur like one of the nicest people i've met online and i hope you're ok <33

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