I know @_-M0X1E_- said to just ignore this but I can't.
I have to keep my friends alive but GOLDEN ALMOST DIED.
I'm sick and tired of being the only one to show up to comfort someone after a vent.
I'm not the best person, I know that. But attacking me because I didn't know it was a sensitive topic doesn't help.
If you don't like what I do that bad then unfollow me. I just want help but my parents won't let me get therăpy. I'm pathetic, and I know it. But please just respect my boundaries.

A child can know what pride is because sometimes their parents teach them early but i understand what you are going through

But you should talk to someone you trust and that is a professional

@_-M0X1E_- I'm trying to keep my space safe but then everyone (I know it's not everyone)'s attacking me. I'm under so much stress and I haven't cried in months but it's so painful keeping it in. If I cry my parents will hear because of the thin walls. I'm trying to be reliable but how can I do that if I'm so weak and useless? Multiple times on this app have I wanted to harm myself for being pathetic but I never did because I feel like I need to keep people safe.

@_-M0X1E_- I can't talk to one, my parents won't let me. Every time they just say "You're fine." I'm not fine. I'm horribly in need of therapy. For three years I've been under constant stress because everywhere I try to have fun there's ALWAYS drama. It's been so painful. And I'm an extrovert, and I've been trying to find friends with my same intrests but it feels like there's nobody else like me. It hurts. My mentality has been falling for years.

If you are uncomfortable with someone venting to you, you can tell them. The world doesn't hang on you.
Have you tried telling your parents if they don't understand then talk to someone you trust and love take breaks from the Internet.

@_-M0X1E_- I tried talking to my parents already. They've dismissed it every time.

Sorry i'm slow
But you should introduce your friends to your interests you can look into their interests it's hard but take breaks, relax the world will never and i mean never will be on your hands

@_-M0X1E_- I literally can't go outside or else my allergies act up. I'm allergic to so much you would think I'm a lost cause. It's why I'm so thin, it's because I can't eat barely anything.

I'm a couch potato too(sorry if i spelt that wrong)
but you should try eating what you can eat there is nothing wrong with being thin you can take breaks you can talk to me and you can watch what you enjoy

@_-M0X1E_- I want to quit but everytime I feel like I'll regret it.

@Laran Take a break we'll understand okay

You can check once in a while but take a break