・・・ by XxC4nd3l1xX

Ignore my handwriting,
Can i vent 2 someone??
(pls i need it)
The helpline linnea told me is not available til 18:00 pm :< and if i have 2 wait till 18:00 i'll kms
Taggin people that might care (maybe not)
@huggiesfromlixxie @RRRain_drop @avataranime-gurl

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
03 Nov, 2025, 11:47 am
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-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 11:54 am

ofc <3.

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 11:59 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- tyty, promise u won't judge, my bad english and my stuff??.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:03 pm

yeh! ^^ ofc not!

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:03 pm

*************

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:03 pm

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-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:03 pm

.. i just tagged you and it censored *** bro

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:06 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- So, like, idk, i need to kms, like, life doesn't matter anymore, i'm not enough to anyone, or smth i do, and i just, want everything to end, like, colse my eyes, and never open them again, yk??????, even brushing my theeth is a hard task to cmplete 4 me, but, no one notices

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:09 pm

my teacher send couple emails to my parents, and my mom just told me that i am in my emo phase, and that i'm not really that bad, that she sees me alright. but IM NOT, and she(my mom) told me that if she ever gets another email from me teacher, she'll go talk to him and tell him im in my emo phase. like huh??

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:10 pm

yeah.. brushing my teeth n hair has become smth rlly difficult for m. i try w/ my hair, but i cant do my teeth. also ik what you mean. i keep trying to make sure im doing my best, and trying to comfort them, but i eoesnt even count. i keep messing up.

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:11 pm

like, my sh is getting worse, and everything is just too much, but i dont have time to feel that much, bcs school, and homework, and projects and everything... like, bro letme disappear in the woods

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:12 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- yeah right??, and, like i need to cry, but i can't.. yk? and, idk..

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:13 pm

omg yeah i dont f.uckin know, my parents get so pissed off when i dont let them touch my face or hair, an they say its 'puberty' BUT IVE LITERALLY ALWAYS BEEN UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THT.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:15 pm

yeah and people ask "whats wrong??" n get mad when ou dont tell em, but they dont even care.

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:16 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- i just, hate me, like, life doesnt have a point anymore, i'll just miss hyunjin when i die, but. he does not know me and probably, never will, so whats stopping me to end it all??

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:17 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- YEAH, they send me to the trpst in my school multiple times, and i didnt wanted to talk to her, and she wasnt mad, but was disappointed, like what do u expect me to do? RAP MY PROBLEMS TO U??

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:17 pm

yeah. well. yk, i can always be here to talk, <3. i promise ^^

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:18 pm

LMFA.OO

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:19 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- okie, tysm :) it really helped

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

03 Nov, 2025, 12:23 pm

Of course!! we can talk any time! :3 @XxC4nd3l1xX

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 12:24 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- ;)

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 3:24 pm

wowa.....

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 3:26 pm

Uh.... don't kys. I tried to before. Its not worth it. Love you babes x (if u wanna talk i am available)

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 3:30 pm

@RRRain_drop :<

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 3:32 pm

@RRRain_drop why everything is so hard? like, even brushing my teeth or taking a shower is hard..., i havent showered in like, a whole week

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 3:38 pm

I have a friend like that, i understand you. Sometimes its the little things that are the hardest. There are a few websites for anonymous messages and calls to talk about this topic. Recommend the crisis team. Hope you get better :iphone:

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 3:43 pm

@RRRain_drop yeah, linnea told me that too and, can we talk a lil bit? like, not of this, but like, smth to distract myself and feel like with someone, 4 a while?? (its ok if u dont want to my dear)

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 4:04 pm

Ofc!

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 4:05 pm

How do we feel about the skz comeback?

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 4:48 pm

@RRRain_drop EXCITEDDDD i think i'm gonna buy the hyunjin's merch from karma album 4 Christmas :) bt, they should rest more, what about u??

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 5:09 pm

JINGLE JINGLE JINGLE ALL THE WAY

RRRain_drop

03 Nov, 2025, 5:09 pm

Deffo getting merch!

XxC4nd3l1xX

03 Nov, 2025, 6:14 pm

@RRRain_drop YAYYYY I CAN FEEL THE EVIL COMING BUT FELIX NEVER BAD

MrDangerous

04 Nov, 2025, 8:38 pm

You ok?

XxC4nd3l1xX

04 Nov, 2025, 8:59 pm

@MrDangerous not really- like, read the comments lol

MrDangerous

05 Nov, 2025, 6:38 am

ahhh ok, hope you're okay!

XxC4nd3l1xX

05 Nov, 2025, 12:34 pm

@MrDangerous well, ty :3

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