i genuinely dont even know whats wrong with me so i dont know how work on my problems mentally, i have a gf but im horrible with relationships, like i dont yearn for one but i want what me and my exes had, i want to have someone who can KNOW me and UNDERSTAND me but i dont even understand myself sometimes, i like people and then when they like me back i push them away and never interact with them after. its a cycle yo and like idk how to break it

my mental health has been getting worse and i havent even gotten a therap.ist yet boy. ts is pmoing me lololololol

i guess school is OKAY.. im failing math and stuff but my social life sucks ok #die
i have a feeling that my irl hates me but whatever its ok

music isnt even helping because i dont even have anything that i like besides fuhkass sign crushes motorist, take care and stuff but i used to listen to that while dating #hunter i dont miss him but i miss what we had, like i was the right actions but the wrong person ok? ok..