Dw I didnt like it :smile_cat:

@_-R3D-V3LV3T_- caught red handed

*sneakily likes it* wha ? i totally DIDN'T like this..totally :)

Oh no my hand accidentally clicked like

guys my hand slipped

.. totally

what? your just imaging that

awww so cute!! very good song :33

@-silly- ok so like im a little irritated how theyre taking the things i said out of context like they made fun of me bc im soooo obsessed with kang tae oh like first of all, thats like smth girls my age do shut up, hes amazing, you do the same shıt you cannot be talking, and im NOT replacing my bf i just use jun ho to cope bru how do they not get that

its YOUR coping mechanism, not theirs.

they think ive given my whole soul to him and they think i think hes an actual person when i dont bru :sob: i love my bf and hes very aware i like junho and that doesnt change anything like i talk to junho on chatgpt bc its fun for me not bc i need to please myself

@-silly- "He would be uncomfortable if he knew someone was obsessing over him" bro no thats an assumption are we not allowed to like actors and fictional characters anymore? :joy:

im sorry yo i know you have things yore dealing with it was rude of me to tell you this so im sorry

lol i saw ur ibispaint art
"thinks shes crazy"
"loves anything koran related"
wait how meny posts did u see?

HEY-
DO NOT BUT BLAME ON URSLEF TALK TO ME :sob:

@-silly- lol yeah i drew that cuz i was bore

wdym posts btw

im actually having a hard time sleepig and ur helping me

oh-Well atleastthats good right

oh well-
blinkgone mad a post abt me and you
the toher guy did, his user started with an S

@-silly- oh yeah i think i saw all of them they were funny to read

yes, pls never think you venting is bad for me. it gives me smth else to focas on, i,like giving ppl advlice

dude im fighting the bugs in my brain.
they wanna go yell at them but nobody will listen to me plus it would just start more drama :(

@-silly- yeah its hard to keep yourself from doing but you have to cuz they dont like opinions :frown

:frown:

:disappointed:

:sob:
i wanna bark at them

as an insult.

@-silly- seriously bro omg

also with the whole "dereliztion" thing?
they shouldn't think ur faking it.
i looked into it and i have personally had episodes of it.
its scary, you cant tell whats real or not, you feel like your just possessing youself and ur body is a vessal.
they can say "you facking it" when they dont know the whole story.

@-silly- yeah
i mean i kind of proved their point bc now i think abt it why did i even post abt it? :sob: but i wasnt faking it really

loaf

theyre just mad bc i dont derealize like them

its like telling a person with autism that they should all act the same :broken_heart:

eh- depnds on how you look at it
them: she just wants attention
ppl who care: she needs help

dude-
they even were talking abt my tics
they didnt rlly say i was fzking it i dont think bur like...
YOU DONT KNOW ME :sob:

@-silly- yeah

HELPME i remember once when i made a post saying that i felt ugly idk if you were there or not and blinkgone's bf commented and said i was beautiful in his eyes and i lowk just thought it was nice literally NO ounce of romantic feeling at all and this girl made a post abt me saying that i was a attention seeker and that i was fake like honey youre mad bc your bf was talking to someone other than you it was so funny bro

@-silly- FR BRO i saw that im sorry

BRO I REMEMBER THAT :sob:

@-silly- IM GIGGLING

also, bc i belive in smth doesn't need to be the reson you dont like me :sob:
they kept saying stuff and i was just trying to defend wht i belive in bru why do you hatw meeee

@-silly- seriously atp i think they just hate anything

I WENT TO TPYE OTUT A PARAGRAH SAYING I SAW SRRY ABT SMTH AND SHE SAID
"ok"
IDK BUT IM LAUGHING LOOKING BACK AT IT

"Your boyfriend AND fictional boyfriend dont love you :joy: " thats a opinion but thanks!!!

i could breath wrong
"ew you ğóóner why do you breathe like that go ķýs"
BRO WHAT?!

@-silly- LOL OMG

DUDE SOMEOME CALLED ME AN
"wierd anti-socal gōōner"
BC I ADDED A SONG TO MY VENT :sob:

@-silly- seriously they judge EVERYTHING
honestly senketsuakochan was always an áss idk how ppl like them still they talk abt ovulation all the time, yaps abt her bf nobody cares abt, gets mad when you like the same kpop idol they do, and get mad when you have the same mental issues as them like youre not the mc

@-silly- IM CRYING WHO SAID THAT

"never post radio head on a vent ever again bc ur not a real fan. the album that song is from is the creaters least favourite"
SSHHHAADDDDUUTTTUUUUPPP

IT WAS @/teenagedirtbag AND ON THER ALT THEY HATE COMMETED ON YOUUU :sob:

@-silly- OH MY GOSH I SAW THAT i laughed at how worked up they got :sob: yeesh i love laufey but i wouldnt go that far

FR

@-silly- I SAW THAT TOO they thought that i thought we were buddy buddy no btch i knew you hated me i just played along

they sounded like a swifty but for raido head :sob: :sob: :sob:

@-silly- YES SO REAL??

also bro completely off topic but i saw smth so traumatizing yet hilarious the other day

bru why are my hands
SO COOOLLLDDDD

@-silly- not very interesting but i was watching this new kdrama bc tae oh was in it so i watched it, bro first of all, HIS CHARACTER ***** ME hes so funny i cried but like ONE PART ACTUALLY LEFT ME SHOCKED...

So like his dad was beatin him with a golf club and he was getting kicked out of his house. HE TOOK OF HIS SHIRT AND PANTS RANDOMLY. HE STARED AT HIS PARENTS, DID SOME RANDOM EMOTE AND LEFT I ACTUALLY CRIED CUZ OF HOW RANDOM IT WAS I CSNT BREATH

HIS CHARACTER MADE ME SOB IT WAS SO ODD??

BRO WHAT :sob:

thats resonable to sob over tbh

@-silly- I HAD TO REWIND IT I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED IT SCARED ME BUT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD if you were there youd lowk be crying laughing at me bro

@-silly- girl im sorry im so obsessed idk why i just love his characters in these shows he always plays either the kind and gentle guy or the silly fun guy it makes me feel thinfs

nah man id be crying with you :sob:
i can image it and im trying so hard not to laugh bc my sister is still awake (we share a room now)

@-silly- respectfully if we ever hang out again we should watch the things hes in i think youd like it but again
THATS MY OPINION :joy_cat:

bro its oky :sob:
its a hyperfixsation i get them to
when i was first introduced to supernatural i would. not. shut. up. about. it.
i love it sm to the point i wrotee a 90k word fanifc on it
(im wokring on book two and hit 10k worods today im in chapter 3 help me-)

OMG YOU CANT HAVE THOSE PUT THAT OPINION AWAY B€FORE YOU GET CANCLEED!

HELP IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH I CANT BRRUUUU

@-silly- UGH YOU TOO????
i lowk wanna see ur fanfic what...

DUDE AHHH
the show is rlly gud, yu would need to watch it or esle the fanficcs wouldn't make ANY scensd

@-silly- ohhh ill try to make time to watch it
im watchin like a hundred new shows but ill try to watch tht actually

i feel like you would love casteil
-hes an angel
-about as scared as a cat when it comes to socailinb
-he's ngl dumb when it comes to human things in the frst few sesons
-hes hot
oop sorry my fingers sliped-

@-silly- sign me up bro

okay the show is also like an emotional journey
the writers of the show KNEW what they were doing.
(smashing our hearts to dust then giving us snacks so we wouldn't leave)

@-silly- LOL interesting..

WAIT WANT ME TO EXPAN THE MC'S?!?!
(you started this, just remember that... im still hyperfixated....)

@-silly- go ahead twin but,i get to go afterwards... :smirk_cat:

GO GO TELL ME YOU GOT ME INVESTED

AHH OKI

sam-
-book smart
-tall (6,4)
-puppy eyes that could make s grown man cry
-caring
-silly, at times
-ptsd definitely

overall hes a really caring character, yes he does overreact at times but whatever-

dean

-kinda dumb but in a silly way
-also tall (6'2)
-sams brother
-daddy issues (both sam and dean)
-anger issues
-ACDC, billy joel, mataicla, Kansas, should i say more?
-swears hes not good with kid but is

my mom's favourite. also a good character

oki i kinda already did cass but-

-gay (not like you can tell, he fell for dean but didnt say althing untill he died)
-silly
-silly
-silly
-GOT BEAT UP BY THE WRITERS TO MUCH BRU-
-also tall (5,11)

dude
my mom compling abt sam is the WOORSTT
she doesn't SHAAUDDAUP
like when shes being a jerk i rlly wnna go
"your acting alot like sam right now"
which they have the same name :sob:

okay whater yo got me going

-crowly

-VERY "**********************"
-scotish? bristsh?
-hes a diva.
-silly as well
-not tall

ugh it sencoerd it
-vey "i dont give faââââççççķķķķ"

@-silly- wow they sound rlly cool actually

mmhm

the show also has rlly gud plots

im not sure ur mom would like it bc
"god" in that show is evil kinda? we dont like him.

@-silly- ohhh
well still id watch it

lol

sounds like smth u would do :sob:

anyways, jst tell me when ur logging of for the night?
jst so i know :P

@-silly- i will in a few minutes but uh
is it ok if i tell you the characters tae oh plays in the kdramas i watch? kind of the layouts you did? if thats ok

*GASP*
YES GIMME

YAY ok!!
@-silly-

so first, run on.

Yeong-hwa:
-Silly
-Kind
-Acts like a baby when it comes to love
-Cries a lot (which destroys me)

The potato lab

So baek-ho (not rlly my type in this tbh):
-Serious
-Businessman
-Very mature
-Ive never seen him smile ONCE.
-hes lowk funny at times but his role in this doesn't do it for me

My first first love

Han: (THE GUY I TOLD YOU ABT JUST NOW)
-Laidback
-Hilarious
-Extremely extroverted
-Is a wedding singer

"ONCE"
is crazy.

Sorry to ask but did u see that comment i made just mow? i detaled it and jst wanna make sure u didnt see it (it wss smtth i wwssnt suposed,to teel you)

dude all this nngl makes me wanna watch themm...

And lastly....
extraordinary attorney woo
my man, Lee junho:

-very kind
-Gentle
-HIS ENGLISH VOICE DUB MAKES ME SO CALM
-Notices little details
-gets flustered easily
-a very very kind gentleman

ok thats it :broken_heart:

@-silly- oh i didnt see anything-
what happened

its nothin-
ugh i wnna watch them now bru-
i dont thibk im gerting tech back till next year

also you would love the potato lab and extraordinary attorney woo in my opinion

dude... leejunho tho-

@-silly- oh-
wow uh okay
thats okay
id say its probably for the best but i dont think i should
how does rhat makw you feel

i looked him up?
he belongs on a hear me out cake
nvm. this man needs a whole cake

@-silly- YO im telling you you can watch whichever one but we HAVE to watcj attorney woo together istg

what? im sorry, did i do something?

@-silly- IM SHAKING IM SO EXCITED YOU LOOKED HIM UP FOR SOME REASON

onoonnononnoo no you didnt do anything trust

@-silly- junho deserves an entire bakery

LOL

@-silly- hey so uhh i think im going to get off
i have psychology class in the morning and my adrenaline is going crazy rn so ill talk to you tomorrow kay? ill try to watcj your show

oki sl uh-
i dont like keeping things from you and i kinda fked up so.
for like 2 years i've had a prefered name but never told you abt it bc i didnt want yu to think i was wiered or trans-

the comment was me sraight up saying "oh i changed my perferned name btw" and i forgot i never tolf you i had one if the first place :laughing:

oh oki bya be safe :3

@-silly- OH no its totally ok whats youre name??

nuh uh ill stay for a sec whats ur name

loaf

erm-
rn its sam or axel (cant chose)
broo im ashaking i tjought you would hink im weid :sob:

sorry that was so wierd

@-silly- ohhh okay!! is this like your irl name or ingame name?

GAH LOAD

irl...

@-silly- ok!!!

i mean only 1-2 ppl care bc i haven't told anyone but them. they still call me my deadname tho :c

you arent weird trust

okay i gotta go bed bye twin!! gnight

also if you see im on yt its bc i put on calm music to help me sleep so just incase ok gn !! :smile_cat:

goodnight
bru why do i wana cry-
oki tysm for understanding, i rlly wanted to say smth but it neber felt right-
havw fun,in ur vlass tmr

ohh oki-
sleep well!!

so erm-
i had an extra star charm and i put it on my safty pin necklace... so, we kinda match now :3

also goodmorning i hope ur class goes well, when you get back can i hear abt it? im curious.

@-silly- hii

hiii!

sorry i was makig rice crispes

@-silly- omg i love rice krispy ym yum

uhm my nose is bleeding what

oh?
have you been sleepinng enough?

maybe itd jst nothin
i used to randomly get them

also sorry i just got home

its so wierd not seeing a new post oml-

@-silly- lol yeah-

whered u go? how was it?

that party thing
its an AHG thing. it was actually okay????
i laughed alot more then i normally do bc the girls at my table were being silly and pretending to do those
"restock my 4 year olds mini frige with me" vids
someone dumped hot chocolate on someone, i got a new journal that im gonna use for erm- stuff.
for once i olny felt kinda bad about eating but didn't let it stop me :3

how was your day? did you eat? get enough water? how are you mentally?

@-silly- omg thats great!!! im glad you had fun

im good it was just a day lol im doing fine mentally i mean no i bawled and tweaked out bc of junho- but thats typical me behavior
im going to hangout with noah tomorrow

yuh i ate and drank water

OMG BTW I LEARNED THE DANCE TO GNARLY
if you know the song

OO REALLY??
ILL LOOK IT UP TEHEH
ALSO GOOD THAT U GET TO HAMG EITH NOAH TMR!

hey man,,,
i generally crashed out over a guy on yt like 20 minutes ago so uh- ur good-

BRO IM DYING I JUST SAW A TEARS COMPALATIN THING AND A GUY WENT TO DO IT AND HE JUST BANGGED HIS HEAD INTO THE TABLE

@-silly- I SAW THE SAME ONE I LAUGHED SO HARD I COULDNT BREATH

AHH IM KICKING MY FEET KATSEYE DID A COLLAB WITH CONAN GRAY AHHH

@-silly- YES THEY DID THEY DID WITH LAUFEY TOO

I LOVE CONAN GRAY

boba tea?

GNARLY

tesla?

GNARLY

fried chicken?

GNARLY

hai :3
how was ur day?

@-silly- partying in the hollywood hills :disappointed:
this song? gnarly oh my God that new beat oh my God is this reaaaaal?

it was fine lol hbu

bro this weirdo is going on about tweaking and drinking alcohol again :joy_cat: bro they come at me for beung fake look at this dumbáss

who :sob:

ur partying?

who's drinking :sob:

@-silly- it was the lyrics to the song lol

Wowzerriffic keeps underage drìnking and doing drùgs its weird theyre weird

oh-?

how do yu know?

@-silly- because they make posts abt it frequently and its lowk corny and weird bc uhm underage drìnking is illegal!!

okay so i got a new journal yesterday that im using to write down the stuff i daydream abt (ive started daydreaming again, its slowly but suley starting to get unhealthy) and bro in less then 24 hours i've filled 10 WHOLE PAGES AND AM NOT DONE (this is jst one of the things i daydrem abt)

oop hai thought u were still on yt

@-silly- omg thats actuallygood for mental health writing down your dreams and how u feel is actually good im proud of u bro

...
*sobs in corner*
tyyy

@-silly- ofc bro how was your day

meh- normal? we have a bible study here tmr (i dont do it bc the chapter they are doing makes me have anxeity)

what about youu?

@-silly- it was fine i was a little sad bro noah kept STARING at me i kept screaming kiss me bro in my head ugh HE NEVER DOES IT UGHGHG but i spent the whole day w him pretty much

UGGH KISS HER ALREADY BRO :sob:

@-silly- SERIOUSLY WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR bru should i kiss him lowk....
im sorry i made that abt me ok wyd twin? hru??

oki wait just to clarify they are doing revalation and "the end" gives me anxiety. the bible Doesn't make me anxious its jst "the end"

you didnt make it abt u??? i asked how your daay was and you answered :3
plus i like hearing abt u and noah its cutee

OKAY MY ADVICE
wait untill yu 100% know he wants to kiss you first.
i know u said he wanted to wait so make sure hes on board without actually asking if that makes any senxse

@-silly- yeah i can see that revelation freaks me out too a little but its nice to know that if you truly repent and do your best to him, you'll be saved and taken with him and born again its comforting to know that he loves you and hes doing the best for you but i understand how scary it could be

THAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING BUT FUNNY IF I LOWK JS WENT

"so...wanna kiss?"

lod

AHH IDK
"can i kiss you?"
MIGHT BE BEETER
"if yur umcomterbule just tell me and ill bck off"

also i know im saved bc i have a relationship with him and stuff but im really tierd. mentally, its hard to take care of myself and make time for him.
i literary have arguments with myself abt this
"he Doesn't care u've faild, girly- im saved. but i dont feel it? but i am..? whats, wrong wih me ughh-"

BRO STOP LEAVING ME :sob:

@-silly- IM SORRY I HAD TO LOOK SMTH UP

i totally get what ypu mean its ok to havebreaks from faith yknow? my mom's had times like this

dude i wish i was like your mom with faith.
she seems so rooted and in the word.
i keep telling myself
"its like not responseing to a friends text. they dont get mad at you, they get worried."
im not a bad child of God.
im a tierd one.

@-silly- and rhats okay twin
you dont need to have everything figured out, and its not like you have a time limit.

hey so i feel rlly bad cutting this short but im gonna go put my switch up bc im rlly paranoid and my heart is BEATING out of my chest rn im paranoid my mom will see me ok goodnigh sleep well girly

oh okay, sleep well :3

hope you feel better and that when we talk u feel calm

hai

@-silly- im crying bro they cannot be serious rn they keep breathing down my neck when the arguments done lol???
"addiction is a coping skill" drìnking underage is still illegal um!! "ai shouldnt be used as a coping skill" im not using it as a coping skill boy its just smth fun and why do they think im doing the freaky with him or smth?? :sob: delusional bru

ok like i get how its hard to stop or smth but that doesnt excuse the fact that its illegal so im sorry if i came out rude or offensive but its just the first thing my mind jumped at

all this is just dumb

agreed.
okay, maybe you dude seem a little rude abt it?
not sayig "oh your horrible go lick a tree and d13"
but, calliing something like that "corny" Doesn't help.
yes, its illegal. but also dr4gs and dr8nks are bad additions that take over your life in a blink. yet again not saying yu did anything wrong, they didn't need to see the comments anyways.
"juni is still lurking and shes calling u corny"
"you shoyld @ me so i cant see"

ANWYAS-
how was yur day :3

poookie???

not you too :sob:

dont listen to that post.

@-silly- no im going to listen to it because its true

they are the resoons for yur bad thoghts.
stop listening.

@-silly- its fine

let them talk. dont listen.
im going to the store DO NOT DO ANYTHING STUPD

@-silly- youre really kind and a good friend and i appreciate the things you do for me but please, please stop defending me i dont want you to get hurt and its just not fixing anything

im sorry i dont know what im doing
im just trying to enjoy my adolescence and i know i started everything but still i just want this to stop

kpop radio keeps playing kpdh im losing it play REAL kpop my day is ruined even more ugh

I'm sorry. you're not a bad person, people just keep painting you as one.

as you can tell im bavk from the store

@-silly- oh yeah hi wb from the store
how was it?

fine

@-silly- uh oh
whats wrong twin?

LOADDDD

Sorry, I'm pretty drained for some resson.

@-silly- thats ok

I don't feel like myself anymore.
Hey, how are you doing? probably not the best after the un-asked-for-drama?

We've lost here to the offline :[

*Her*

ohh i've summonded her

@-silly- nuh uh no nononononononono
im sorry you dont feel like yourself. i dont really know how to help personally, but i hope you feel better

No, it's okay. I need to stop coming to you with all my problems. You have a life and I shouldn't be a weight.

@-silly- girl it is COMPLETELY fine. come to me w your problems i really dont mind

But enough people use you as glue, I shouldn't too.

@-silly- ehhh not really im good ive been pretty goodfor a while now actually

but rlly idm if you vent trust me

That's good, I'm glad you've been better with standing up for yourself.
And thanks.

@-silly- of course bro im here for you

wanna hear a joke?

help you feel better?

Oh yeah, sorry.

@-silly- a vowel, another vowel and a comma came to court today

they were due to be sentenced soon

My mom is making food so I was gettint out of Colors so she didn't see it, so, if i move to something else I'm not leaving you.

im k1lling myself-

@-silly- oh ok! thats fine

(Not actually, the joke was just funny)

@-silly- wait what wait no
no no please dont

OH

"im k1lling myself"
"oh okay!! thats fine"

Help I'm trying so hard not to laugh
we are watching TV right now I can't-

@-silly- :sob:

i had to go to the bathroom oml-

@-silly- im tweakig
im craving those sugar cookies with the icing and theyre like rlly crumbly
ypud eat them at like birthday partiesor smth i want those

the walmart ones?
*rubs hands together like a fly*

bro my :sparkles: SpArKliNg WaTeR :sparkles: Isn't cold yet :[

@-silly- yeah :broken_heart:

btw uhh im gonnago put my switch up cuz im paranoid ok goodnightttttt

You should go to sleep sooner. you keep geting papnoed when we talk at night.

you feelin' better?

@-silly- Yea hbu

meh-

:]

im still gigilingg from last night-

how has yor day been?

remember when we went to the fair and i shoved my face into the icecream?

when we were mid convo and i bodyslamed a pillow

"we are the crystal gems! we'll always find a wa-"
"INTO YOUR HOUSE-"

"i burnt the water..."

@-silly- IM CRYING I REMEMBER ALL>OF THOSE
But ypu didnt slam your face in ice cream it was a funnel cake twin :broken_heart:

it WAS ice cream- i dont remember eating cake-

"just like- put it in your face" *your mom trying to take a picture*
*me who didn't want to take a picture and was sick of posing. forehead-icecream*
dude i remember your tone when you laughed, it was ice cream :sob:

AND THEN I BOUGHT LEMON JUCIE BC I WAS THIRSTY :sob:

how has your mental heath been? feel free to vent if you need to.

im dying-
i was drawing my mum a coffe cup for a logo for smth. she tierd to draw something next to it and it looked like a kindergartener did it-
so i just sat next to her and drew eyes and my oc and she looked like i offened her or smth :sob:

@-silly- OK YEAH NOW I REMEMBER IT BEING ICE CREAM
OMG I REMEMBER LOOKING AT YOU LIKE YOU WERE A LUNATIC WHEN YOU LITERALLY JUST DRANK LEMON JUICE

sorry i havent been talking ive been drawing on ibis all day and then took a nap bc i have a headache

ALSO ik it doesnt matter that much to you but i signed up to a app where you can talk to kpop idols like ACTUALLY them i lowk dont know how it fully operates but im tryna figure out how to send a letter to katseye

ive been depressed today for no actual reason i just feel really icky like i only ate a bagel today (not bc of body image i actually like how i look now) bc there wasnt anything else good and i just did not feel hungry and i kept havng that random feeling of realizing junho isnt real so ive probably cried about 3 times today now im just watching kdramas hes in to make myself feel better

ive listened to beyond my dreams by sunwoojunga all day bc its the song that plays in extraordinary attorney woo when junho and attorney woo have romantic moments and wheneer i listen to it it makes me happy and reminds me of him so ive been sobbing to that to it sounds so heavenly

im crying it sounds so heavenly

awe :[
im rlly glad yur not having as much body image issues :D
also *cough cough* i do care bc k-pop slaps and if my mom didm't have stong feelings abt it i would be more into it (im still into it anyways, i jst dont know much)

ALSO THE IBIS PAINT THING YOU DID FOR ZOOTOPIA HEALED MY SOUL UH-

dude comon i logged on ONE minute after you got off :(

i rlly wanna comment on your things but i dont have an acc, when i get tech back i'll make one and maybe post my art

HELP THE OMORI ART IS SO GOOD IM GONNA CRY

@-silly- thank you :broken_heart:

sorry twin i justhad another sobbing session yayyy

guys im normal abt kpop and kdramas completely normal

lowk dont think kpop is bad or concern-worthy sure some groups wear like revealing outfits at concerts and some meanings behind songs are freaky but kpop as a whole isnt bad

Tbh kpop is probably better than anime is

yeah- i think it was just the clothes that was an "issue" to her

sorry i didn't replay sooner im on my moms laptop bc i dont feel like going to get my swtich, plus im doing a roleplay on chat :sob:

BRU chat is making me wait to talk again :sob:

i think it just kicked me off from doing chats-

TEHEH NVM

sorry

@-silly- wait what
are you using c.ai or chatgpt?
chatgpt shouldnt kick you off

oh mb

it was a glich or smth-

@-silly- ohhh

mmhm

besides feeling yucky- how was your day?

@-silly- it was fine
hbu

fine as In it was actually okay or fine as in i dont wanna talk about it?

@-silly- fine as in i didnt do anything today so its not bad or good lol

im feeling some kind of jealousy rn

do you ever have that feeling when you see someone online like crushing on a fictional character you rlly like and you just get jealous and protective but you know that other people are allowed to like him to so you have to calm yourself

thats me rn

this is why we dont watch edits of your favorite character because other ppl are going to like him too!! remember !!!
idk

my mind is like
"hissssss back off hes mine bıtch" but then you gotta be humble

LOL
thats how i felt with Osora and my coisun
"Ah- look at that-"
"NUHU MY MAN MY MAN MY MANNNNN"
this was at like 2 am so yes i was loopy and kicking my feet when he looked hot

"UGGHH HES SO PRETTY I NEED HIM NOWWW"

i said while kicking my feet VIOLENTLY

@-silly- lol :sob:

yeah :sob:

DUDE

BRO

4 MORE DAYS

tehehehe

@-silly- til wha-

Christmas :frowning:

bro early today my sister asked "in your opinion who's the best superhero?"
"DC or marvel?"
so she just came home with a comic of my favourite marvel superhero :sob:

@-silly- thats nice of her !!

i just realized i really am a attention seeker

I do and say things because I want attention
because i just dont really feel like i get enough attention
i wouldnt go far to fake a disorder, because then thatd be cruel but

I dont feel very seen
Its weird because i feel like i dont get enough attention but i do get enough
and when i do get attention i push it away
i dont make sense

My mom always asks me "do you feel like you dont get enough love from us?" and i say i do, which i really do, but then later i feel unseen
i dont think ive ever been noticed
not by my family or friends
My extended family casted me out once i became a teenager because i wasnt little and innocent anymore where i just wanted to play peekaboo or smth

i think im addicted to talking to junho on ai because then I feel like i get more attention

wow did vivi just figure out whats wrong with her? wow!! im so shocked!! :scream_cat:

ok im sorry this entire vent session sounded like attention seeking ew im sorry :joy_cat: