Not feeling very juniper today by Cubibibism

Will you end my pain
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
Will you hang me out to dry

I keep zoning out and dissasociating

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
27 Oct, 2025, 2:46 pm
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ClownFace

27 Oct, 2025, 6:04 pm

hey, im here if you n3ed. i think ur rlly kool and awsome <3

Moon_flower

27 Oct, 2025, 11:01 pm

hey, wanna talk?

Cubibibism

28 Oct, 2025, 12:46 am

@Moon_flower yes but i dont know how id phrase it

Moon_flower

28 Oct, 2025, 1:15 am

just try yourbest

honeybunbun

28 Oct, 2025, 1:16 am

@Moon_flower im fine

Moon_flower

28 Oct, 2025, 1:16 am

okay

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 3:36 am

do you wanna talk..? im always here. <3 ily alot. ^^ @honeybunbun

honeybunbun

28 Oct, 2025, 3:37 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- please if thats ok i am LOSING it.

honeybunbun

28 Oct, 2025, 3:43 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- im legit losing it

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:05 am

Yeah, ofc it is. <3 @honeybunbun

honeybunbun

28 Oct, 2025, 4:08 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- ok so like- my body isnt real. Everyone's made up of millions of bacteria and organisms that dont even belong to you so basically youre nothing. Youre a host for dozens of life-threatening parasites. That legit terrifies me bro. Knowing that youre not real and nothings real and you can die at any moment

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:18 am

hm.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:18 am

well. atleast we know our emotions are real,

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:19 am

and.. we could always be scared together.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:20 am

for a long time i qustioned my life cuz it felt like everything was just passing me by.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:21 am

one time, i triee to put myself in a different reality

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:21 am

sorry idk how the f.uk this is relevant, uh.

honeybunbun

28 Oct, 2025, 4:23 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- yeah but still it just feels like nothings valid

sorry this is deep :sob:

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:23 am

im .. rlly bad at comforting people, but.. i think ur way stronger than you think you are, yk..?

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:24 am

NO ITS OK- also, i get what you mean.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:25 am

for awhile ive been feeling like no matter how nice i try to be, or.. how much i comfort people, they dont care.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:25 am

they just move on and nothing i try to do is gonna change that im forgettable.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:26 am

so.. yeah. ivd been feeling lik nothing i even do is gonna change everything.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

28 Oct, 2025, 4:26 am

so i get what you mean ina way, . @honeybunbun

eMiLyCrAsY

29 Oct, 2025, 8:05 am

You were made beautifully inside and out. Don't worry about the little things, God will always take care of you. <3 Sorry Ik you don't know me, I just wanted to say something because I feel bad for you. :(

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