when l usually see me in a mirror l can't even register if its me or some messed up child and when l see vents sometimes l think they talking about me sometimes and l have problems with me and everyone and l can't sleep nomore without a sleeping pill and l can't even control myself anymore becuse my anger issues l can't even stare at myself for 1sec and say why can't l be better why can't l even be a better sister and when l see my body don't even know who l become l fill like a....devil. #vent