@huggiesfromlixxie YESSSS even his merch for the karma album are sonnie, dongie and dori little plushies ♡♡ i think i'm gonna ask for the merch that hyunnie did hehe (i don't know how to say it in english sorry sorry)
@huggiesfromlixxie so, idrk how my day was bcs i'm like in an automatic mode, like hours, minutes, seconds pass by, and i'm just rotting in my bed or drawing or watching hyun edits, intead of like doing homework and stuff
@huggiesfromlixxie and idk, everyone thinks i'm fine, that i'm doing ok but i don't and i can do it anymore yk?? and i can't talk about this to anyone, because i hate telling others what i really feel, so i hide my feelings, or just force myself to be "okay"
@huggiesfromlixxie and everyone is starting to worry, and they CAN'T BE WORRIED, and i have too much things to do rn and tomorrow and everyday, and i'm tired i want to go to a forest and disappear
@huggiesfromlixxie yeah but, i also made her thing that i'm ok, i lied to her, i lie to everyone, i'm such a horrible person and i just, dont know what to do...
@XxC4nd3l1xX nono youre not a bad/horrible person. you should talk to her, she could possibly help you <3 im not professional and idk how to comfort people, but im a good listener and i will always be there for you :>
@huggiesfromlixxie But, idk how to talk to her, i'm scared of what she'll think, or what she tell my parents, ik that if i tell her not to say anything, she won't, but idk, when i'm talking to her, i just make myself look happier ad talk her about the good things, and not anything else, and i know she's there for help, but, idk how to ask 4 help..
@XxC4nd3l1xX a therpist isnt allowed to tell you parent unless its like physically hurting yourself or others but idk if its different for where you live
@huggiesfromlixxie i also don't know, but i don't her to tell my parents that i sh, i mean, they know, but they forgot, bcs they made me promise i wouldn't do it anymore.. so yeah
@XxC4nd3l1xX ooh... maybe talk to someine else? that doesnt knowyour parents to tell thm? theres this website, theyouthline.org , you cn talk to them and thy dk your parents
@huggiesfromlixxie i couldn't i think i'll write it down, and then when i see my thrpist, hand her the letter of my feelings so, i don't really have to say everything out loud, what do u think bout that??
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25 Oct, 2025, 4:16 pm
YAYYYY happy bday to linooo DID U SAW HIS Soonie, Dongie and Dori CAKE????
25 Oct, 2025, 4:19 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX YES IDID ITS SO CUTE
25 Oct, 2025, 4:41 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie YESSSS even his merch for the karma album are sonnie, dongie and dori little plushies ♡♡ i think i'm gonna ask for the merch that hyunnie did hehe (i don't know how to say it in english sorry sorry)
25 Oct, 2025, 4:48 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX yeah hehe!!!
25 Oct, 2025, 5:10 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie btw, idk if someone asked u this today but, how was your day girl :3??
25 Oct, 2025, 5:14 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX it is good so far !!!! ty for asking <3 wbu?
25 Oct, 2025, 5:28 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie idrk..
25 Oct, 2025, 5:29 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX do you wanna talk abot it?
25 Oct, 2025, 5:32 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie i mean, if u have time to
25 Oct, 2025, 5:33 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX yeah ofc i do !!
25 Oct, 2025, 5:38 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie awww ty
25 Oct, 2025, 5:39 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX whats. bothering you?
25 Oct, 2025, 5:39 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie so, idrk how my day was bcs i'm like in an automatic mode, like hours, minutes, seconds pass by, and i'm just rotting in my bed or drawing or watching hyun edits, intead of like doing homework and stuff
25 Oct, 2025, 5:41 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX ooh :< yeah i relate,,, im sorry about tyat
25 Oct, 2025, 5:42 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie and idk, everyone thinks i'm fine, that i'm doing ok but i don't and i can do it anymore yk?? and i can't talk about this to anyone, because i hate telling others what i really feel, so i hide my feelings, or just force myself to be "okay"
25 Oct, 2025, 5:43 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX :< you should be allowed to feel sad
25 Oct, 2025, 5:46 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie and everyone is starting to worry, and they CAN'T BE WORRIED, and i have too much things to do rn and tomorrow and everyday, and i'm tired i want to go to a forest and disappear
25 Oct, 2025, 5:47 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX ohh... umm,.. do you maybe have like a thérapįst you could talk to?
25 Oct, 2025, 5:48 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie yeah but, i also made her thing that i'm ok, i lied to her, i lie to everyone, i'm such a horrible person and i just, dont know what to do...
25 Oct, 2025, 5:51 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX nono youre not a bad/horrible person.
you should talk to her, she could possibly help you <3 im not professional and idk how to comfort people, but im a good listener and i will always be there for you :>
25 Oct, 2025, 5:56 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie But, idk how to talk to her, i'm scared of what she'll think, or what she tell my parents, ik that if i tell her not to say anything, she won't, but idk, when i'm talking to her, i just make myself look happier ad talk her about the good things, and not anything else, and i know she's there for help, but, idk how to ask 4 help..
25 Oct, 2025, 5:59 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX a therpist isnt allowed to tell you parent unless its like physically hurting yourself or others but idk if its different for where you live
25 Oct, 2025, 6:01 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie i also don't know, but i don't her to tell my parents that i sh, i mean, they know, but they forgot, bcs they made me promise i wouldn't do it anymore.. so yeah
25 Oct, 2025, 6:05 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX ooh... maybe talk to someine else? that doesnt knowyour parents to tell thm?
theres this website, theyouthline.org , you cn talk to them and thy dk your parents
25 Oct, 2025, 6:06 pm
they can talk 4pm-10pm daily
25 Oct, 2025, 6:08 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie ohhh really?? but only in english or also in spanish??
25 Oct, 2025, 6:08 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie yk my english IS BAD
25 Oct, 2025, 6:09 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX im pretty sure its in both, youre just gonna have to ask if they can put on a spanish speaker or ask if they speak spanish
25 Oct, 2025, 6:10 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie ohhh so its like a call??
25 Oct, 2025, 6:11 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX umm no but i can give you a number for it iyw!! my school got little cards with all options <3 d you want the pn?
25 Oct, 2025, 6:12 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie nooo its okie girl, i just prefer text, so i asked if it was a call or not
25 Oct, 2025, 6:17 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX yay okay!!
25 Oct, 2025, 6:20 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie wait idk if i can talk to it in the country that i am
25 Oct, 2025, 6:22 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX oh :sob: did you alr try?
um mabe text 839863 and say ' teen2teen ' maybe thatwill work
25 Oct, 2025, 6:23 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie yeah i did try it lol, ok i'll try that
25 Oct, 2025, 6:27 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie it worked YAYYY
25 Oct, 2025, 6:28 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie i'm going to eat smth and talk to the chat online thing
25 Oct, 2025, 6:28 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX okay <3
25 Oct, 2025, 7:55 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie i couldn't i think i'll write it down, and then when i see my thrpist, hand her the letter of my feelings so, i don't really have to say everything out loud, what do u think bout that??
25 Oct, 2025, 7:58 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX wait did they not respond??
an what time is it for you?
25 Oct, 2025, 8:00 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie now its 22:00 pm, and i just couldn't enter it idk why..
25 Oct, 2025, 8:02 pm
@XxC4nd3l1xX oh,,
25 Oct, 2025, 8:07 pm
@huggiesfromlixxie it's ok dw :)
28 Oct, 2025, 10:47 pm
are you a magician bc everytime i think of you everything else dissapears
28 Oct, 2025, 11:03 pm
@Moon_flower WOW....