:D by ClownFace

i feel useless rn... Like honestly, im so depressing To be around. i always have some sort of problem.
i just lay around all day doing nothung.
i dont have the energy to talk.
i dont have the energy to be present.
Im sorrry. i just vent. i ALWAYS have a problem because i am the problem lol.
i dont shut up, i dont think before i speak. i should just disappear.
h3y- im 10 days clean tho-
something to be proud of.
WHY WAS I HAPPY LITERARY AN HOUR AGO?! AND NOW I WANNA DISAPPEAR...
im fine.

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
23 Oct, 2025, 2:00 am
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-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 3:14 am

i'm rlly sorry.. i know we've never talked, but.. im gong thru the same kinda thng you are..

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 3:15 am

i rlly wanna help you i dont even know how. i rlly wanna try everything i can

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 3:16 am

if you ever wanna talk, im here. im sorry.. i dont know how to help anyone.

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 am

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL- if I can... Can I vent? Thank you for understanding. I probably need someone to talk to if that's okay...

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:21 am

Do you have Pinterest? Its easier to talk on

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 6:09 am

ofc you can, :)

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 6:10 am

but, i dont have pinterest anymore, im not allowed on it- sorry.. :c

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

23 Oct, 2025, 6:10 am

@-finn-

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 3:12 pm

Ddaarnnnnn

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 3:13 pm

Oki so i all just do it on here?

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:02 pm

I ngl wanna d13 right

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:03 pm

Like I feel empty so much to the point I don't wanna be

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:03 pm

Here

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:04 pm

I haven't broken my clean steak of 11 days BUT ITS HARD.... LIKE

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:04 pm

I don't wanna be here anymore

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:04 pm

I literally feel empty and useless so I shouldn't be

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:04 pm

Alive

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:04 pm

Like what if I just did it?

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 pm

Who would notice?

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 pm

I know how

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 pm

So if i snapped?

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 pm

I could 100% do it.

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:05 pm

I there before, but failed.

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:06 pm

But maybe if I'm lucky?

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:06 pm

I wont.

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:06 pm

Oh wait I

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:07 pm

Forgot

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:08 pm

I MIGHT NOT GO GO HEAVEN IF I

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:10 pm

I literally don't wanna be

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:10 pm

Im annoying, needy, clingy

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:11 pm

I might have depression

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:11 pm

And I'm not even surprised

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:11 pm

Food makes me want to throw

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:11 pm

Up

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:12 pm

I... I just- I don't even know anymore

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 4:12 pm

I dont wanna be here.

ClownFace

23 Oct, 2025, 6:33 pm

@-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

honeybunbun

23 Oct, 2025, 8:25 pm

yesyesyes my plan is working........you two are becoming friends.......

anyays, im srry u arent doimg well :<

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:44 am

listen.. ur not useless. ur very sweet, and.. i beileve that this can get better, okay..? im not sure what ur situation with ur parents, or irl friends (if you have any, i dont lol-) but, im sure ur parents love you, ALOT. and.. i know i care about you. i know sometimes someone just being there can make it a millon times better. so, tell ya what.. i'll be here. i am kinda busy on the 25th so i may not be on for long, but other than holiday stuff i dont really have a life.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:45 am

so. ill be here to comfort you.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:45 am

i just want you to get better. no matter how long it takes.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:46 am

i love ya, alot. <3 ( PLATONICLY, LIKE A BFF OR FRIEND WOULD-)

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:48 am

im always gonna be here, and.. i think theres atleast one thing every person cares deepy about. whether that be a hobby, a character, a pet, a parent, or friend. and, if you have something like that, hold on to it, and never let go. dont k.ll urself, for that special reason. and.. if you dont have that, i'll help you find it.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:49 am

no matter what, i'll be right here, for You.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:50 am

and. if you can, maybe try to get a pet of some sort. they help alot, but.. i know not everyone can get a pet. but, maybe you could even get an emotional support animal.

-L1V1NG_D34D_G1RL-

24 Oct, 2025, 1:50 am

@ClownFace

-petey-

24 Oct, 2025, 8:39 pm

you okay,,,

ClownFace

24 Oct, 2025, 9:24 pm

nope <3
@I_am_not_Amy

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