how so? maybe i could help if youd like

@honeybunbun my bf said smth like "i wish i were the pomegranate in hannah bahngs mv like i want her to step on me so bad"
and i got upset so i didnt respond
but like bro im fcking parasocial :joy: i dont even think about how he feels about that and i hatemydelf for it
he said ONE THING and im like jealous even though I DO THE SAME
i wnt to die

hes not even saying things too nerve striking either like im just not a good girldriend

he shouodnt lloveme

Aww i understand. honestly,this is a challenge of being in a relationship. It's okay to be jealous and frustrated but we should try to manage it too. I think you're just having a tough time with things and youre channelling through anger and jealousy. Maybe talk to mommiji about it. But try to be calm and reasonable about it. Tell him how you feel and im sure he'll understand. I think you two are a great couple and you both have struggles. Im not overly sure how to help --

but if you ever need to get angry, you can take it out on me. Also, you shouldnt die. I dont want you to die. He obviously loves you very much. I hope youre okay

i dont know if you still dont like me or not, but im always here if you need to talk btw.

@honeybunbun weare alread talkinabout itbut i cant even understand myself athispoint

Well, then take a step back. It's not good to be stressed out while your talking. I suggest putting your device down and taking a breath. Then come back whenever youre ready to continue

hi beautiful i love you

@Moon_flower ilove you more