Is it alr if I vent an little idk im an bit stress and I have alot on things on my mind if not thats fully okay its not that important anyways just asking
I want to disappear. Life is so stressful people are hard im bmot eating enough i hate my body and the way it makes me feel my dad's been talking about trans people in an way that makes me feel like he wouldn't support me but I know he will I hope.. I honestly just want to be someone im not. I hate myself for it I dont know what to do anymore I wana make it to my birthday I really do but its getting hard again.
@Mars_moons_ Noooo Marsssss even I promise your parents will aways love you no matter what you are You should try to make it further past your birthday too
You have a future ahead of you
Maybe try to talk to your parents about eating and how you feel instead of masking..They might not understand at first but they could at least try to help you
I know I should but its hard to hard. I dont feel like an person only an replacement or an chore. My brothers are 2 loud people say go to your room for quiet but they follow me. Its to loud and im losing it my own cousin said smt really inappropriate to me an year ago he's an child but it hurts. Ro much I hate it I hate the way it makes me feel
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19 Oct, 2025, 3:46 am
its so sad that meowysawyer is only one sided :disappointed:/j
19 Oct, 2025, 3:46 am
@lemonpoundcake real :pensive:
My husband will never love me/j
19 Oct, 2025, 3:49 am
its ok i feel you :broken_heart:
19 Oct, 2025, 3:50 am
@lemonpoundcake :sob:
19 Oct, 2025, 4:01 am
drawing silent salt is so hard sighh
19 Oct, 2025, 4:01 am
i shall watch pokemon as i draw
19 Oct, 2025, 4:21 am
OH MY GOSH AUGHHHHHHH WHY DO BACKSTORIES HAVE TO BE SO SAD????
ok so the new protag (uruto) was LITERALLY HOMLESS as a CHILD and cleaned the streets for money like omg this show is makig me sad
19 Oct, 2025, 4:37 am
@lemonpoundcake NAHHH
19 Oct, 2025, 6:26 am
tbh he looks like he'd be homless :smile:
19 Oct, 2025, 6:26 am
cough cough
19 Oct, 2025, 6:26 am
who said that
19 Oct, 2025, 8:01 am
hehehee
19 Oct, 2025, 1:40 pm
@lemonpoundcake HELPPP :sob: :sob: :sob:
19 Oct, 2025, 6:53 pm
Yo vhat can I show you an avatar I made in Brookhaven rp :sob: (im proud of them alot sob and they might be my new comfort oc)
19 Oct, 2025, 8:49 pm
That was fun that was really fun
19 Oct, 2025, 9:20 pm
@Mars_moons_ frfr
19 Oct, 2025, 9:48 pm
Poor gaystripe she just needed her meds dw
20 Oct, 2025, 12:11 am
@Mars_moons_ SOBS
20 Oct, 2025, 12:54 am
LOL
20 Oct, 2025, 2:38 am
Is it alr if I vent an little idk im an bit stress and I have alot on things on my mind if not thats fully okay its not that important anyways just asking
20 Oct, 2025, 3:24 am
I think im having an panic attack idk what to do
20 Oct, 2025, 3:26 am
@Mars_moons_ yeah you can vent id
20 Oct, 2025, 3:26 am
idm
20 Oct, 2025, 1:46 pm
I want to disappear. Life is so stressful people are hard im bmot eating enough i hate my body and the way it makes me feel my dad's been talking about trans people in an way that makes me feel like he wouldn't support me but I know he will I hope.. I honestly just want to be someone im not. I hate myself for it I dont know what to do anymore I wana make it to my birthday I really do but its getting hard again.
20 Oct, 2025, 1:48 pm
I cant keep masking anymore its not good for me the way im masking. Its getting kinda hard to breathe and eat.
20 Oct, 2025, 2:35 pm
I dont feel human anymore
20 Oct, 2025, 3:04 pm
I think im going to throw up.
20 Oct, 2025, 4:39 pm
@Mars_moons_ Noooo Marsssss even I promise your parents will aways love you no matter what you are
You should try to make it further past your birthday too
You have a future ahead of you
Maybe try to talk to your parents about eating and how you feel instead of masking..They might not understand at first but they could at least try to help you
I'm so sorry I saw this so late
20 Oct, 2025, 4:45 pm
I know I should but its hard to hard. I dont feel like an person only an replacement or an chore. My brothers are 2 loud people say go to your room for quiet but they follow me. Its to loud and im losing it my own cousin said smt really inappropriate to me an year ago he's an child but it hurts. Ro much I hate it I hate the way it makes me feel
20 Oct, 2025, 4:47 pm
Im going to try to come out to my irl friends tho.
20 Oct, 2025, 4:49 pm
@Mars_moons_ You are not a replacement :c
Every person belongs on this earth and you can't tell me otherwise.
Your cousin shouldn't have said that and I hope they will learn better.
I hope your friends can help :3
20 Oct, 2025, 4:56 pm
Idk its just been keeping me up at night its getting worse and worse too..
20 Oct, 2025, 5:05 pm
The told me I have a big chest compared to my brother..
20 Oct, 2025, 5:06 pm
He*
20 Oct, 2025, 5:06 pm
I hope so too.