This represents the struggles in my life, the many obstacles in my marriage, my children treating me like shit with no control, experiencing severe fatigue, anxiety from loss. And the overall stress in my life with my financial and housing situation, environmental conditions and overall has huge negative impacts on my psyche overall making me like a failure in life. And I’m slowly succumbing to the darkness and corruption, just waiting on the light to set me free from the burdens and give me hope.