what even is the point of living anymore

im stupid, and cant do most things right. i just prove i cant all the time

i have no friends. i cant make them

i go nowhere. i sit indoors in my roommos nights, alone. the most out i go in a week is school

and im getting chubby. and im lazy as i cant go out

and my mum forces me to go swimming, as its good for me, but she knows i want to stop

sometimes i just wanna comite sù1c1de. spare people from my stupidity