Yea so ermm, ya'll prolly don't know this but im a VERYY awkward person irl. It takes a bit for me to get comfortable, even w/ my friends. I felt left out...like they didn't wanna me there at all. Even my girlfriend barely paid attention to me :/ They did eachother's make up and I couldn't join cuz of my sensitive skin. (i need certain types) And when we we're doing karaoke, my useless aśs was to embarrassed to sing :// I don't feel wanted at all. like no one is patient enough to deal w/ me #kms