ik this isnt about me but none of this u said about urself was true

your awesome
your talented
your smart
your amazing
you are nice,kind,and cool in my eyes :heart:

*hugs* don't beat yourself up k! i know you barley know me but don't please..?

please don't apologize dude
you're probably not feeling well rn and its making you overthink
youve been but a very wonderful friend and it makes me sad to see you put yourself down like this :(
if i thought you were a bad friend i wouldn't be friends with you in the first place
i have no obligation to be friends with you, i am because i think you are cool and fun to talk to!
so please be gentle with yourself :pleading_face:

@Stellar_pen_skills
thank you I'm not really sure what to say but thank you
sometimes I just feel so fragile like I'll crumble under my own weight
by all means I should be able to take care of myself but I'm so reliant on others and it pains me
I just feel like I shouldn't want so much from others
by all means I should be happy but I haven't been for a very long time
I thought I was ok for a while but it seems I crumbled again
but thank you even if I don't fully deserve your kindness

@-The-Big-blue-ocean- @_RALSEI_
thank you both for caring too

@Nyx_The_Moth Its human nature to rely on others

we are social creatures that need each other to survive

"independence" is a corporate lie made to guilt and pressure people into a individualist lifestyle and make it harder to form bonds and meaningful existence outside their capitalist cages

So if we wanna thrive in this day and age its important to rely on eachother and prop ourselves up as a collective!

what im trying to say is that there is nothing wrong with relying on others
you aren't a burden
you're just a person
struggling, but still here!
and that is all that matters :)

@Stellar_pen_skills thank you
you genuinely mean so much to me I'd even say you're one of my favorite people
I just really need to learn how to be nice to myself