this was near 2am when i relized my older sister is gona move out soon... i cant run to her when i need to vent about my mom (kinda think she stopped caring tbh)
and not have her there to comfort me when im crashing out... not laugh with me over something only i thoght was funy but i laughed wierd so she laghed with me... not be able to lose it when my mom says somethingand we both go "THATS WHAT SHE SAID"
to have a random inside joke and when its talked about we laugh like idoits, ill miss her