not really a vent, based off a dream i had once. my dreams are very unpleasant.

you can like it im actually kindaproud

i dont think you few guys who are nice to me realize how much i love you like it means the world to me to think that some one would dedicate their time talking to me. im the sh.ittiest person irl but that could just be me down sizing myself again.

sorry this is my way of expressing [platonic] affection.