I just wanna be pretty in my eyes. Is that too much to ask for? Everyone around me tells me how pretty and not fat I am but I just cant believe it. I feel like theyre lying to me. "You're not fat." "You're like a cute lil marshmallow ^v^" "Sure, youre not really healthy but youre not fat." "Youre not skinny." "You have more chins than a chinese phonebook!" (ok that was lowkey funny but still.) I like eating but i NEED to eat less or not at all. I need. I NEED to be skinny and pretty. please