I dont vent often and I figured out y. i dont need to be a burden. my friends are always so hppy so id just be a fcking mood ki//er. dann. also my friend L already has sht going on so i cant be like that. i already fcked up. i tod them a few of my problems nd they said i reminded them of some truma that happened to them. i feel liie such a bad person dude. and i cried for three das ina row for no reason. im such a whiny bich. and i cant tell my friends this beause i dont want to make them sad.
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20 Sep, 2025, 12:50 am
but my friend said shes always there for me and i can talk to her but id just be whining about useess things. idk i jt need t say this. my mom has been relly nice but i cant ever tell her anytung. i cant tell my sinblings bc im th eoldest. the fcking test chiod. thats all i am. then i haveto watch mysiblings get things i never did but thats just me being greedy and selfish.
20 Sep, 2025, 12:55 am
my friends also go ttogether and im happy for them. im really hppy. but at the same time they walk away from the group and there was five of us but latey its been three bc thetwo o them are brnching off. i jt want everything to be okay and fine but i know it cant so i just have to stay happy. i smile and laugh even though it tears at my ins8des. i want to bite at my sk8n before i finally rip it off, i want to tear out my hair.