i hate myself by JuniperStar

Hi. I'm so sorry. I feel so terrible. As you know, i was planning to end my life. I wanted to so bad. I wasn't able to since my mom found me before I attempted. I feel so incredibly bad since I saw all the posts about me this morning. I'm a terrible person, im sorry. I'm so sorry for worrying you all. I understand if you hate me. Please hate me.

Well, i'm still alive I guess so, yayy.

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31 Aug, 2025, 7:12 pm
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GOOBERgububjr969

31 Aug, 2025, 7:15 pm

OMG YOU WORRIED ME SO BAD IM SO HAPPY YOU OKAY!! WE COULD NEVER HATE YOU!!!
please stay with us, if you ever need someone to talk to or just chat abt random stuff, im here for you,

huggiesfromlixxie

31 Aug, 2025, 7:16 pm

ohh my gid

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:16 pm

@GOOBERgububjr969 youre not mad?

PASTEL_THE_PIXEL

31 Aug, 2025, 7:17 pm

I may not know you, but im so incredibly glad your still with us!! I may not know what your going through, But never do this again, It can and will get better, never give up on yourself <3

GOOBERgububjr969

31 Aug, 2025, 7:17 pm

why would i be? nothing could make me hate you, your going through something and i want to make sure you overcome any bad spots in your life,

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:20 pm

@GOOBERgububjr969 @PASTEL_THE_PIXEL thank you. Again, im sorry for concerning you

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

31 Aug, 2025, 7:21 pm

I WAS SO WORRIEDDDD AAAAGH
IM BLACK SAPPHIRE BTW I CHANGED MY USER :sob: :pray:

fouringers

31 Aug, 2025, 7:21 pm

OMG I THOUGHT YOU DID I WAS SO SCARED

GOOBERgububjr969

31 Aug, 2025, 7:21 pm

please dont apologies! your amazing an still having you here is a gift, never feel sorry for anything like that, yes we were worried, but, now im just happy my friend is still here,

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

31 Aug, 2025, 7:21 pm

I DONT HATE YOU I PROMISE

Kirb_STAR

31 Aug, 2025, 7:23 pm

@JuniperStar IM SO GLAD UR SAFE :sob: :sob:

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:24 pm

@GOOBERgububjr969 thats nice, thanks

@_-R3D-V3LV3T_- ohhh ok :>

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:30 pm

@_-R3D-V3LV3T_- @GOOBERgububjr969 @PASTEL_THE_PIXEL @fouringers i expected yall to hate me im so relieved for some reason

fouringers

31 Aug, 2025, 7:30 pm

@JuniperStar i wouldnt hate you i was rlly scared :worried:

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

31 Aug, 2025, 7:31 pm

@JuniperStar
Why would I be mad at you? Honestly, the only thing I hate besides Nekofetti is hating people, its just too much work, and I don't like being mad at anyone, especially for letting out their emotions-

Kersephomy

31 Aug, 2025, 7:33 pm

@JuniperStar even tho i dont know you im glad your still alive!

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:33 pm

@_-R3D-V3LV3T_- i was worried you guys would assume I was faking

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

31 Aug, 2025, 7:35 pm

@JuniperStar
No, I dont assume things like that- Yes, I used to date someone that faked for my sympathy and attention, giving me trust issues, but you seem trustable, I wouldn't judge you like that.

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:37 pm

@_-R3D-V3LV3T_- oh im sorry that happened

Kirb_STAR

31 Aug, 2025, 7:38 pm

@JuniperStar
you are one of the nicest and funniest people ive met on this platform, never EVER think somebody doesnt care, because as you've seen, people DO care, and were gonna help you feek safe again. promise :heart:

_-R3D-V3LV3T_-

31 Aug, 2025, 7:38 pm

@JuniperStar
He was a bītch anyway it's all good :sob:

Kirb_STAR

31 Aug, 2025, 7:38 pm

feel* (no shot i fumbled that :sob: )

PASTEL_THE_PIXEL

31 Aug, 2025, 7:39 pm

Please never feel that way! You dont deserve to feel hated for reason

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:40 pm

@Kirb_STAR aww tysm !! <3

Kirb_STAR

31 Aug, 2025, 7:42 pm

you're very welcome :)

InnocentTADC

31 Aug, 2025, 7:50 pm

I felt so worried about you, I nearly had a heart attack from that-

kasumi_

31 Aug, 2025, 7:51 pm

listen i dont know you that well, but you shouldnt end your life, just know a lot of people including me care about you here, i hope you do feel better

kyle-the-cat

31 Aug, 2025, 7:52 pm

its okay. what matters is that you're alive and safe. <3
we could never hate you!! /srs

kasumi_

31 Aug, 2025, 7:53 pm

i dont hate you btw i really love your art and you seem like such a cool person to talk to

GINEHEN

31 Aug, 2025, 7:56 pm

hey i know i'm a stanger but you're really cool
as a person who har'med herself, you got people that really care 'bout you
:)
(btw we could be friends if you want!)

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:57 pm

@GINEHEN thank you thats so nice of you :> and sure!!

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 7:58 pm

@kasumi_ @InnocentTADC @kyle-the-cat you all are so nice :pray:

GINEHEN

31 Aug, 2025, 7:58 pm

omg yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

kyle-the-cat

31 Aug, 2025, 7:59 pm

aww, thank you. :3
you're nice too ! ^^

kasumi_

31 Aug, 2025, 8:01 pm

nppp :heartpulse:

dont let anyone dumb get to you :pray:, you seem like a really kind person too

staryzx

31 Aug, 2025, 8:02 pm

hey @grok, is this ai?

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 8:22 pm

@harvey-alexg huh

AFF0GAT0_C00K13

31 Aug, 2025, 8:25 pm

I could never hate you, you may not know me but i was sure worried. Ending it is never the answer you should ask for help and work through it with someone you trust, but i'm glad your safe

staryzx

31 Aug, 2025, 8:32 pm

nothing, just a vocal stim i have

SHICHI-39

31 Aug, 2025, 8:34 pm

im so glad you're alive!! i was so worried!! im happy you're back! ^^

SHICHI-39

31 Aug, 2025, 8:36 pm

i don't hate you!!

Laran

31 Aug, 2025, 8:50 pm

Since when the fūck were you going to **** yourself?

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 8:54 pm

@Laran last night-

Laran

31 Aug, 2025, 8:55 pm

Some people here are dēğēñēřāțēs but that doesn't mean you should die. THEY can go to hell.
You and most people here are good, caring people. The others are vent likers who are just plain idiots for trying to push someone into pulling a kys.
Fūck them. But not fūck you.

M1LKYW4YC00K13

31 Aug, 2025, 9:29 pm

@JuniperStar oml im so glad your alright :sob: we dont hate you, your a cool person, just please dont kys :pray:

fall3n_beings

31 Aug, 2025, 9:34 pm

Ima pat you on the head-

Also its okay you're not the only one who has scared the shyte out of followers because of an attempt <3

mortified

31 Aug, 2025, 9:38 pm

mr beast beef borger

-_SUN_-

31 Aug, 2025, 9:55 pm

holy cr-ap i thought id lost someone else :sob:
dont feel bad its okay

MaggieSue327

31 Aug, 2025, 10:05 pm

I could never hate you, I'm so so glad you're okay

VioLazlee

31 Aug, 2025, 10:39 pm

how did people know tho-

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 11:06 pm

@VioLazlee i put a suìcide letter on my bio but i deleted it.

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 11:44 pm

@rosebeach whats that?

JuniperStar

31 Aug, 2025, 11:45 pm

@rosebeach ohh!!!! ok :D sure!!

-Blue_Sunflower-

01 Sep, 2025, 12:02 am

im glad your still ok. you have alot of people who care about you

weez3rforever

01 Sep, 2025, 12:48 am

i'm so glad you're okay.

Kirb_STAR

01 Sep, 2025, 12:57 am

@rosebeach can i join? i use demo js letting u know :)

Kirb_STAR

01 Sep, 2025, 1:01 am

yippe!!!

pawthetic

01 Sep, 2025, 2:28 am

oh

pawthetic

01 Sep, 2025, 2:28 am

YAY

mortified

01 Sep, 2025, 3:12 am

huhhh

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