looking back at myself by fall3n_beings
looking back at my younger self is bittersweet. i have such fun back then as a little girl. but now, shes not here anymore. she left. and left me to take her place. i dont wish she would come back to take my place, nor do i have the right to pretend to be her. but she left something behind. a little bug, digging into my brain and trying to convince me im her. that i look like her, sound like her, act like her. and it hurts. but i push through. for that little girl.
#trans #transgender #vent
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20 Aug, 2025, 2:44 am
but the bug is restless, and she blames herself. i cannot comfort her, but i wish i could. could tell her that ill get through it. but i cant. i just have to sit, the onoy reminiscent the bug leeching off my brain, trying to make me its host.
20 Aug, 2025, 3:13 am
@fall3n_beings
People are always changing. No one is ever the same person that they were before. That is just human nature. and life.
20 Aug, 2025, 3:18 am
Your inner child will always be with you. Eventually you'll find a way to make peace with them.
20 Aug, 2025, 5:56 pm
@fall3n_beings
im glad you exist. im glad i met you. This world is hard on people. I have so many friends and family who are trans.
I want to protect them to the best of my abilities.
We must come together to protect and lift each other up.
take care and continue to be strong.