Why do I care? WHY DO I CARE
Oh cinji HIM HIM.
HAH!
Oh how Faint-hearted
so.. Untouched by the horrors of ME.
I would have hurt him wouldn't I..?
He hurted ME.
Dystychiphobia
Atychiphobia
Atelophobia
Monophobia
Anthazagorphobia
THANTOPHOBIA
Oh HOW udderly SELFISH.
He never cared about me did he?
Oh how I HATED him.
Yet
I still care
I still feel
I still.. Want him
Why?
What did he do
What didn't he do
What did.. I do..
Oh I hope he's fine..
How
Hypocritical of myself.
I'm the problem aren't I?
I'm a horrible fricking person.
No wonder why he doesn't trust me.
I can't even trust myself.