i think this half-break Where im still online and posting sometimes is working, i feel better, still trying to prepare for school, uhg. but once i get to see my friends more often i will have some people irl to talk to and i dont just post vent, after, vent. im tired of soaking in my sadness but idk what to do with it. we're trying to get me in therapy, but untill then i will still post some vents here and there, bc vent art helps, but im gonna end up posting them after that feeling is gone :3