hi

riley

i was just shaking a lot

my mum was trying to put parental controls on my phone

@RileyLover400 why

fuсking location :broken_heart:

@RileyLover400 wdym

shes putting parental controls on my phone so she cn see my location

like for when i go out and stuff :rolling_eyes: :rolling_eyes:

@RileyLover400 but dont you barely go anywhere without her anyway

i know its annoying

@RileyLover400 they act like youre 12

she told me shes doing it just for location and not to see what apps i go on and stuff but ik her nosy *** will look through that

i know i hate it

@RileyLover400 social workers made me get life 360.and my aunt so she could see whwre i was but my aunt said i could just delete it after they left so i did :joy: :joy: :joy: sne say s they,are stupid tooshe finds them annoying

@Paulines_Memorial i wish my parent werent so strict

@RileyLover400 me too so.you could get proper messaging apps and not be stuck with PINTEREST strict parents need to realise being overprotective isnt good and it makes ur child more sneaky and more scared to ask for things and also can make hthem not trust you

literally even when i hear my dad walk up the stairs i have to hide my phone and pretend i wasnt on it because he would probably start asking stuff and to like go through it

@RileyLover400 they act like its crazy that a 15 year old girl wants to be pn her phone

i saw a 10 year old scrolling through TIKTOK yesterday likeWHAT :broken_heart: :broken_heart: also my parents did nothave strict parents growing up so idk why they arelike this

@RileyLover400 i would fight ur parents if they,were mine

oh btw my parents were getting pissed off because it wasnt letting them add the parental controls because im over 13 :joy_cat:

@RileyLover400 they will enjoy the retirement home im sure

help:sob:

@RileyLover400 yes wont they enjoy being told what they can and cant do by care takers

they would love that

i just realised

im gonna be in year ELEVEN and have parental conrols on my phone

this is so dumb

@RileyLover400 yes so excited hooray! retirement home by the age of 50

@RileyLover400 whhat are they planning to do when ypu leave school lock you up like a prisoner and track you and implant bugs into ypu to listen to your conversationd

they are choosing what college i go to its annoying

@RileyLover400 why are they,choosing

no cuz they chose it because my uncle works there and hes gonna like watch me TF :wilted_flower:

@RileyLover400 just say no :joy: :joy:

ive actually throught of trying to run away somewhere maybe i do have money and stuff so yeah

my mum will track me though

@RileyLover400 that would mean we would stop talking tho

no

where can i secretly buy another phone just as a backup

@RileyLover400 huh

what

im probably talking nonsense now

@RileyLover400 i dont know itd be cheap and bbad i know cex sells phones that are second hand

@RileyLover400 are you ok

ive been in there but it needs to be somewhere i can get it secretly without my mum knowing

@RileyLover400 dont do anything bad

yes why

but i want freedom

@RileyLover400 whqt if it goes wrong and makes things worse

@RileyLover400 i dont want you to do something stupid

i dont even have an old phone i can use it also has parental controls on

i can just be sneaky

i will plan it all out

@RileyLover400 no i dont want you to what if things go bad

it wont

i still have my switcn anyway and we cant still talk on here

@RileyLover400 no no dont

sighh

@RileyLover400 are you annoyed at me

noo

im happy im talking to you

@RileyLover400 im worried youre turning into the next person im going to get really clingy and attatched too its just like everyone else this has happened too and then things go bad because of me being too attached and too clingy and too jealous and too worried over that person i dont want you to end up hating me

nono i dont care i like it when people are clingy anyways it makes me feel like people actually like me instead of just being lonely also i wont hate you

@RileyLover400 you dont understand how i get im called toxic because of it

how is that toxic

@RileyLover400 because i never let the person go i always need to talk to them i get really jealous if they talk to someome else i get angry when i feel worried about them and take it out on the person i turn really irritating because im always asking ho they,are and stuff

@RileyLover400 i am a bad person

i dont mind if you want to talk all the time i feel like that too

youre not a bad person dont say that

@RileyLover400 you are my best friend

yes

@RileyLover400 i was thinking on my next drawing i would @ ur main account and try get my followers to follow u since most of mine are all active accoounts but u should do that loid drawing ii think soon

@RileyLover400 loids face is harrd to do i think u might find using a grid helpful

nono dont do that i already have too many followers but when i do my next drawing ill tag your account to see if people might follow you and then you can get further to reaching your follower goal

@RileyLover400 why

i would gve my followers to youif i could you deserve them more you spend so much time on yor drawings and put in alot of hard work

your

@Paulines_Memorial wdym

@RileyLover400 well im doing better then i ever thought i would i never thought id make it past 200 even

@RileyLover400 i wanna help you

your followers have been going up quickly recently thats good

no its okay

@RileyLover400 because its only now that ive gotten good at art

youve always been good

@RileyLover400 only 1 year of practice tho i dont think i have alot of talent just photographoc memory but i have my own rendering style now

one year is really good ive been on here for like 2 or 3 years and ive only just started to make my art look okay

you are really talented you can match artstyles really well

@RileyLover400 i like your dfawings

noo i hate mine

the only one i like is my recent

@RileyLover400 mastered the hazbin hotel arttstyle but at what cost where is my sanity is riley still with us

@RileyLover400 no i like some i.think you have more than a couple that are good maybe just experiment more with bodies to practice

i giggle at the descriptions on your old drawings

yess

@RileyLover400 genuinly what was i doing i know i was a weed addict and still in myhazbin hotel era but seriously i literally was like a toned down version of cal the caterpillar minus the impreg fanfictions

@Paulines_Memorial STOP

hazbin hotel is buns how did i hyperfixate on that fpr over a year like i cant maintain a hyperfixation for usually over a week becaus3 of adhd i get bored way too quick but autism wants somwthing to b stuck on for ages so i just ge super obbsessed ove something fr like 7 days but hazbin hotel had me good it had me obsessed for,a year plus like it is NOT even good

@RileyLover400 i probably wouldve wanted to have been cals friend

@RileyLover400 STOP LOOKING THROUGH MY OLF ART BFORE I DELETE MY ENTIRE MAIN ACCOUT OMG I WAT TO DELETE MY OLD ART SO BAD BUT I DONT WANT TO LOOSE GOLD STARS IM TOO STUBBORN.

ok confession...... i had to force myself to watch it i didnt like it that much i just said it was good to make you happy

@Paulines_Memorial STP IM SORRY ITS FUNNY

@RileyLover400 i dont blame.you

@RileyLover400 WHY HAZBIN HOTEL ANYTHING ELSE WOULDVE BEEN FINE NOW IM STUCK BEING<KNOWN AS THE HAZBIN HOTEL ARTIST OF COLOURS WHAT WZ WRONG WITH ME

@Paulines_Memorial the last episode was okay also the loser baby one with angel dust and husk

BAHAHA IF YOU KEEP ON DRAWING OTHER STUFF AND LEAVE THE HH DRAWINGS AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR GALLERY YOU SHOULD BE FINE

@RileyLover400 its going to take me another two years to cover up a year and a half of spam posted hazbin hotel art with decent good yes nice art

HELP :broken_heart:

@RileyLover400 thanks for 20 likes ^^

i didnt know how to use emojis for ages also i didnt know the notification button existed for like an entire two months @RileyLover400

STOP IM CRYING WHAT

@RileyLover400 STOP WHEN I FOUND THE NOTIFICATION THING I WAS SO SHOCKED

BYE

:frowning: :frowning: :frowning: thats you

@RileyLover400 when ppl spoke abt getting notifies i was so confused i thought this app was available on phones too

IM GIGGLING

@RileyLover400 shocked... all i hd to do was press a button..

gasps...

riley

@RileyLover400 hi i was sleep

i woke up at 7

@RileyLover400 im going toshower now

okok

@RileyLover400 ilove co,ck

you are gay

@RileyLover400 stop! i like girls too! im not a gay!

nuh uh

@RileyLover400 hmm... :thinking:

gay

@RileyLover400 nno platonic *** with alex

sure sure

alex give me **** i need to feel your **** inside my *** i will give you the wettest ******* ever ***** ***** ****** pls

@RileyLover400 well alex is inside of me right now actually

NO

@RileyLover400 i will suck his ******* till they go blue... ok?

CRYING

POOR ALEX???