I miss her so much, Im scared 2 be alone bc lf er death,

Habim asthma sucks

her death triggerd a deep fear of being alome now. Thts why im so clingy, Bc I dont want to be alone. Her asthma attack made me afraid of being alone,

Thats the storu behind my fear of abandonment.

and attachment issues,

So now if I bomb ur notifs this is probably why

But if any of my friends read this. Just know I put my mental health under urs bc of this small "issue"

So if ur mental health is my top priority. u cant d!e as long as I'm alive. And my fear wont get worse.

So dont mind these vents. Bc they dont matter, U matter the most 2 me,

The urge to throw all my inhalers and boxes of albutoral is so bad, So if I do have a asthma attack I can go see my aunt.

oh no....who passed on?talk vent idk i hope ur okay.tell me everything u want to

*hug* im so sorry.. @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@-BrushaTheBrush-

My aunt.

@-H0LLYB3RRY-

Ty..

oh no...*hugs aswelll* im so sry

i'm sorry

im srry for your loss, ml

Hey, you are one of the lights of my worlds. I love each time you smile and seem joyful, and seeing you like this pains me. I want to see you happy, so please come talk to me if something is bothering you, no matter how hard of a topic it is for either of us. I want to be there for you, seeing you shine is something I want to see until I d1e. So, know that there are people who love you, support you, truely adore you. I love you, dude, and I say this honestly.

@YUR4_S1LLY_P0D @-PORTALS-

Tysm.

@threebirdwires

Tysm.. That actually meant smth deep 2 me. Thats probably why I message u everyday. Its bc Im scared. Scared to be alone, Scared smth might happen 2 me or you while im gone. Ill still prioritize ur mental health over mines but just know. Ur the best person ive met on here.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- *big smooch*/p

ofc <3

@threebirdwires

^^

@threebirdwires

But I am lwk still debating on throwing my inhaler/albutoral stuff out. Ehhhhh idk if I should bc if I have a asthma attack that wont end well.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- dont do it, you need it to live

@threebirdwires

Ik. My brother told me not to just now. Im gonna keep it.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- Father can i vent to you. i shouldn't be asking this but i need someone to vent to

@YUR4_S1LLY_P0D

Ofc. And u should Im a member of the WKZ. Its my job 2 comfort and be there for people who need it. So fire away kiddo.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- I don't know how to thank you//
I don't know if i should quit or not i love drawing but i barely get recognized, i pretend i'm okay 24/7 but everytime i see 1 of my friends hurt it mskes me feel like i failed them everytime just because i play with 7-14yrs they call me a p3do, i explain but they call me a liar i just want to have fun this happens on every social i go on

@YUR4_S1LLY_P0D

Oh.. Kid u need 2 tell me how u feel more often. And fück whoever's saying that, If theyre ur friends, theyre ur friends. And u shouldnt be judged 4 being friends w/ 7-14 year olds. Im friends w/ ppl WAY younger than me. They shouldnt be saying stuff abt u bc they could be way worse too.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- i try to ignore it but they keep following me everywhere i go they make these new accounts and then trama dump me ik i was a bad person then but does it make me a bad person now? i'm just trynna change i'm still getting used to it.

@YUR4_S1LLY_P0D

Anyone u suspect being them. Instant block.

CRUNCHY CHIP DONT GO. PLEASE IM SCARED. I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE. PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU WHAT IF IT HAPPENS WHAT IF I D!E WHAT IF I FALL AND CANT MOVE DONT GO DONT GO PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES CRYING.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE IM SCARED I DONT WANT TO BE ABANDONED PLEASE CRUNCHY CHIP. PLEASE DONT GO. PLEASE IM FÜCKING CRYING

YOUR LITTLE SIBLING YOU SWORE TO PROTECT WITH YOUR LIFE IS BEGGING YOU TO STAY. DONT ABANDON ME PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- hey, ik how it feels, ive lost my GrandFather & Grandmother, Now lost my uncle, You can vent to me, I also have Asthma but not on inhalers anymore.

@SketcherShark

I was just griefing and having a small panic attack. Im ok now mum!

HALLELUJAH

also don't throw your inhalers out you need those

I'm sorry for venting to you

@YUR4_S1LLY_P0D

Ur good kiddo. It was just a small panic attack its fine

Ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew. Ur a old man. Im a minor. Why are u undressing me w/ ur eyes. I want to end it all now. I dont feel comfortable anymore. Ew. I feel disgusting in my own body. U p3rv. Im a minor. U disgust me. Im gonna end it now.

I dont feel comfortable anymore. Im so close 2 throwing my food up.