U ok papa?

i dont feel like writing anything right now

its bugging me so uh ask idc idm im tired
also thank you pluto and blynx for the comfort i needed it

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
nah.

@nonvluna

Wanna talk abt it..? Im apart of the SKZ so its my job 2 help u out..

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
i had an small panic attack yesterday and im pretty sure some possible slight trauma or pstd idrk but im still really worried so..

@nonvluna

Oh.. Wanna know a small trick I learned 4 panic attacks..? It might possibly help.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
my mom brought my cats kittens inside and they were meowing and it triggered something in me and it made me remember all the death.. the babys i help well they died.. and dumpling who amost died.. it.. hurts so bad i miss them.. i blame myself for everything.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
please do.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
i dont wana lose them anymore i dont wana mess up again it hurts so bad
i think im panicing again help.

@nonvluna

Ok breathe in, Now look around. Whats 5 things u can see. Tell me abt them.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
uhm uh idk

@nonvluna

Ok, What do u see around u at the moment

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
uhm my cat coffee, my tv my lamp, book shelfs, my books

@nonvluna

Ok. Now 4 things u can touch,

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
my bed my cat my wall and my pokemon plushes

@nonvluna

Ok your doing good so far.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
is that good?

Now 3 things u can hear,

@nonvluna

Amazing.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
the tv my annoying brother and uhm.. nothing else really its midnight

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
yaaaay

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
man i miss someone now.

@nonvluna

Good job papa. Now 2 things u can smell?

@nonvluna

Who?

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
uhhhhhh air

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
my grandma she died when i was two/three idk.. i have an blanket she made on my bed

its weird missing someone you hardly knew

my dad says she loved me very much tho

@nonvluna

Oh, Its ok. I miss my aunt everyday, And I am constantly reminded of how she d!ed bc we have the exact same condition. But its ok to greif, Now the last thing. 1 thing u can taste.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
hm.. air?.

dawh im so sorry kid

@nonvluna

Its alr, Now do u feel any better?

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
alot thank you so much..

@nonvluna

Np papa. Thats what kids are 4. *huggies*

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
*hugs* man i feel like i should be comforting you hehe

i'd like this too tbh its an nice drawing >:3

@nonvluna

It alr, Im jst a bit shaken up/scared

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
why what happened? are you okay?

@nonvluna

Idk, Just remembering the last time I saw my aunt.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
*hugs*
yk my dad told me that when our loved ones die they turm into birds and watch over us so there allways watching us and deeply care

U okay? :(

@-_S1LLY-V4N1LLY_-
yeah uhm its all up in the comments

@nonvluna

Oh.. Theres been this one crow near my house everyday. I miss her sm. Im scared of myself too. She d!ed alone bc she had a asthma attack. And I have asthma. Im too scared to be alone bc of that.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
oh.. well its okay to be scared. thats scary alright but it could help if you told people you really trust they can help

@nonvluna

I have. my whole school family knows. I never leave theyre sides, Especially Sleepy. besides u, Carol, Pluto and NONdere theyre my comfort person.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
good.

@nonvluna

Speaking of Gio's checking on me rq.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
oki

@nonvluna

Hes forcing md 2 take a asthma treatment :broken_heart:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
rippp

@nonvluna

I only said I was short of breath :sob:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
:sob:

@nonvluna

The benefits of being the yongest AND only "girl" in the family- Brothers are like body guards-

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
:sob:

@nonvluna

ITS TRUE TOO-

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
true

i Wouldn't know but

@nonvluna

Take some of my ocs names in Japanese/Korean :fire:

あrぃんgとn (Arlington)
らのえ (Ranoe)
かで (Kade)
くい (Qui)
げみに (Gemini)
ぎあぁ (Giala)
ぱげ (Page)
あてぇな (Athena)
あぽっぉ (Apollo)
あれs (Ares)

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
:fire:

@nonvluna

Flip :fire:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
lol

egh i saw tisha and brusha angst :sob:

@nonvluna

NO- :sob:

I told my friend HMO on Dyle :smirk:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
:sob:

@nonvluna

SHE SAID NO, BUT HEY HES HOT- :sob: :pray:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

brusha comeon she's tired and pretty shes hot

@nonvluna

Yea, Hmo on ALL the new toons :smirk_cat:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
:frowning:

the new cosmo skin HE IS ADORABLE and cute i love him smmmm

@nonvluna

Lemme look what it looks like up-

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
its adorable

@nonvluna

Sobs I cant find it :broken_heart:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
noooooooooooooo

wan make an dandys world Au with me?? >:3

@nonvluna

YES >:3

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
YAAAY

@nonvluna

Whats it gonna be abt??

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
hmmmmmmmmm

maybe right aftee gardenvew closed permanently and the after math of that?

@nonvluna

Oooo yea!!

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
ooo okay!

@nonvluna

I have a idea, Theyre like semi twisted but still bit conscious, But the mains and lethals are a bit more violent. Like it varies

Uncommons- 20% Violent
Commons- 30% violent
Rares- 55% violent
Mains/Lethals- 75% violent

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
ooo yeah!!! and maybe they can be like brought back? idk like healed but they still look like there twisteds somewhat?

@nonvluna

Ya!! Cosmo, Sprout, And Ginger can be healers :3

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
oooo yeah!!

@nonvluna

Want ocs 2 be allowed?

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
sure :3

also i found an Korean flutter hc and i like it

@nonvluna

Oooo!! Yea!! I like the Finnish Dandy hc I have :3

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
oooooo

@nonvluna

And Shelly's Danish or Austrailian :3

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
YES

@nonvluna

Wait. What nationality hcs do u have 4 my dw ocs? (Angler, Bluu, Solace, Dack, Luca)

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
blots selectively mute and uses sigh language most of the time >:3

@nonvluna

Yea!! Flyte has severe BPD.

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
ooooo

@nonvluna

We need HCS for R&D..........

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
FR

uhmmmmm
dazzle could be an trans man idk he gives the vibes and perhaps he could be deaf?

i just saw someone walk past me saying "im just pregnant...." WHAT?!??

@nonvluna

:skull:

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
IM SCARED

@nonvluna

U HAVE A RIGHT 2 BE-

Razzle is a AMAB and sounds just like Sorbet shark but in theyre shark form?

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
ooooo

@nonvluna

And Dazzle sounds like Clover Cookie :3

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-
oooo yeah!

What happened D:

@lemonpoundcake
well right after you left the run with me pluto and bynx uhm i had an small panic attack/possible trauma response?... idrk why but eh my cats/kittens were crying and it set me off really really bad

@lemonpoundcake
but hey im better now ig but i was right to worry

noooo :(

sigh i didnt wanna leave but my friend dosnt rly talk to ppl much so i didnt want her to feel bad

sigh i feel bad that happened
poor kittens :disappointed:

@lemonpoundcake
oh its okay man dw dw

wnanannna do a duo run? :)

@lemonpoundcake
yessss

@lemonpoundcake
MY GAME CRASHED

@lemonpoundcake
HURRY

@lemonpoundcake
i am traumatized

@lemonpoundcake
i had to go :(

awh :(

@lemonpoundcake
:sob:

im drawing cosmo and looey now :sob:

g a e

@lemonpoundcake
yes