Overthinking. by -Gr33n-p33p-

WHAT IF YOU WEREN'T ALONE?
THERE WERE KIDS IN THE CAR
WHAT IF YOU WERE A REMOTE?
NO ONE KNOWS WHERE YOU ARE
IF YOU CHANGED ANYTHING, WOULD YOU NOT HAVE SURVIVED?
YOU'RE ALIVE, YOU'RE ALIVE, you're alive.

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09 Aug, 2025, 5:51 pm
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WhatShouldINameMyAlt

09 Aug, 2025, 5:54 pm

are you ok? :[

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 5:55 pm

@TheEvilGlassEater Not really.

WhatShouldINameMyAlt

09 Aug, 2025, 5:55 pm

[hugs] :[

cabbyinsanity_

09 Aug, 2025, 6:10 pm

*cuddles*

-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

09 Aug, 2025, 6:10 pm

*Big huggies* Its ok. If u wanna talk yk where 2 talk to us.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 6:33 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- Mhm. I might talk about it in a bit.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 6:35 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- Somebody liked this. You know what, I don't give a shīt at this point.

-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

09 Aug, 2025, 6:36 pm

@-Gr33n-p33p-

Its alr, Theyre probably just a little kid trying 2 be cute. Ignore it.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 8:50 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- I'm overthinking about things again. It hurts. I feel somewhat numb. I can't PHYSICALLY CRY. I get blamed for shīt I didn't do. I'm SICK, AND TIRED OF BEING THE SCAPEGOAT. I keep forgetting my name. I lock myself in my room constantly to stay away from it all. I feel EMPTY. I'm scared. I'm mad. Violent. Quiet. And I hate myself for it. I'm struggling to not hurt myself again. I didn't eat anything today either.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 9:04 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- I just don't feel right. I don't feel like the same person anymore. And I hate it. I hate myself. I hate my sister. I hate loud sounds. I have him, and his son. They all make me feel sick. I'm hiding under my desk with two in my arms. That's one of my only sources of comfort at this time. I don't feel normal.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 9:08 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- I will keep overthinking over and over and over. IT WON'T STOP. I keep staring into space while doing this, blink, and realize that I exist. I don't want to exist. I don't want to suffer anymore. I don't want to be yelled at constantly. I can't handle this anymore.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 9:13 pm

I'm sick of being a people pleaser. I'm sick of being the "happy friend." IT'S ANNOYING. Then I see pretty and skinny people and then look at myself and see an ugly mentally ill fata$$ who was emotionally and physically 4bus3d, has trust issues and emotionally/physically damaged from people I've been around. I seriously cannot take any of this anymore. I'm struggling to be me.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 9:14 pm

@TheEvilGlassEater @cabbyinsanity_ Hi.

-Gr33n-p33p-

09 Aug, 2025, 9:18 pm

@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3- I'm sorry for talking so much.

WhatShouldINameMyAlt

09 Aug, 2025, 9:24 pm

[hugs u really tight] im so sorry you do not deserve that i hope everything gets better for you ilysm/p please take care of yourself/gen

cabbyinsanity_

09 Aug, 2025, 9:45 pm

@-Gr33n-p33p- hi. *hugs you super tight* hope things get better for you.

-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

09 Aug, 2025, 10:19 pm

@-Gr33n-p33p-

*hugs SUPER TIGHT* Its ok. We all feel like that sometimes Personally I do too. Im the group punching bag or just the group slüt. But dont ever let other people shape UR life. Its YOURS to live. Not others. Stay safe. Ilysfm./p and I hope u get better, and just remember when u feel violent like u need 2 rant just talk 2 me. Idc abt being yelled at or listening 2 ur problems.

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