heavy on pear-60 :broken_heart:

Leonard is so sweet bro :pray:

i know but i have such anxiety :penguin: :broken_heart: @BlueBow_

sighh fair :broken_heart:

i shaved my legs and i have a fluffy blanket and it feels TOO smooth ughh i wanna watch some true crime but im listening to music but i wnt to listen,to music i hate my decision making ok @BlueBow_

I hate decision making too :broken_heart:

ok i put lotion on we're safe from a sensory mental breakdown ok like without, lotion felt like there wasnt any texture but so much texture at the same time, like uh idk just weird sensory things that i have @BlueBow_

oh what the freakybomb :broken_heart:

it makes 0 sense idk ok its my ADD or wtvr idk my parents have refused to get me checked out for anything since like 3d grade when i was diagnosed with dyslexia and ADD @BlueBow_

that sucks i'm sorry :(

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its ok lawl my old ********* said i show signs of OCD and depression which i highly doubt because i was just a narcissistic brat when i was her client or wtvr @BlueBow_

ok what th3rap1st

ohhh yeah
I lowk think I have smthn but I'm too scared to ask for thеrаpy

have you asked your parents / guardians for a test ? @BlueBow_

no not yet sighs !

sigh, maybe you should if your comfortable with it! /nf ok lawl uh how have u been @BlueBow_

yeah probably

I've been good, rn i'm ok :thumbsup: wbu?

im doing ok just worried about school just really bad social anxiety :broken_heart: @BlueBow_

aw man :broken_heart: I'm worried about school too lowk

like im smart with english like if you were to check the post with the like uh tongue sticking out or like wtvr i get like super happy when someone asks me questions @BlueBow_

but i just have a hard time focusing and speaking up

I like when ppl ask me questions on stuff I'm knowledgable about too heh :stuck_out_tongue: aaand I also have attention issues :broken_heart:

i have alot of knowledge on like grammer or words meanings also zeroday questions and like someone asks me, "just talk about wtvr" idk what to say it has to be a topic or else my mind goes blank @BlueBow_

YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THAT OH MY GOD

"tell me about something you like!!"
"ok what"
"anything!!"
:broken_heart:

I'm good w/ English too, I love Arcane and I also like being asked if I know cool facts about animals... (sharks are my favorite animal, also cats)

my favorite animals are cats and tigers @BlueBow_

peak :tiger: :cat:

i like tigers bc like im a based weirdo and got inspiration from "Eye of The Tiger"

:tiger2: :cat2:

@BlueBow_

:cat: :tiger: @BlueBow_

I like sharks bc they are cool idk... they are midunderstood

I used to be terrified of them when I was like, 8 or 9?? like I genuinely couldn't sleep because I couldn't get them out of my head
THEN I learned a ton about them and now they're cool 2 me :stuck_out_tongue:

:tiger: :tiger2:
:cat: :cat2:

:shark:

sigh i feel too pleased with life @BlueBow_

boy thats good :pray: be happy!!

like im happy that im happy but like still unhappy because like im peak @BlueBow_

that's lowk real :broken_heart: I just get sad knowing I'll be sad again

like idk i find comfort in sadness like i dont want to get better and when im happy i feel uncomfortable with it @BlueBow_

You might just be used to the routine of life when you're sad, or you're afraid of change (sorry for the late reply I was getting icecream)

oh I wasn't rlly late nvm

i am boy anyways ima go play rec room ok sorry ill ttyl :broken_heart: @BlueBow_

ok have fun!!

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tyty big hug so you explode @BlueBow_

yw!!
AAAAHHH!!

booyah @BlueBow_

hayoob

hboay @BlueBow_

yaoi

WAIT I'M ON THERE

IVE BEEN TO SCARED TO TALK TO YOU

BOY HOW @_WEDNESDAY

IDFFKK IM JUST SCARED OF PPL

i have social anxiety :broken_heart: @_WEDNESDAY

also im not mean idk why ppl r scared of me or wtvr

I'm an awkward home schooled freak :broken_heart:

im a public school loser :tired_face: :wilted_flower: @_WEDNESDAY

I'm going to public school now but I was home schooled 1st-7th grade :broken_heart:

i was homeschooled for 2-3 grade @_WEDNESDAY

I love not having a basic understanding of kids my age :thumbsup:

Noo cus I gotta go to my first day of highschool tmmrw

L :joy: @_WEDNESDAY

noooooo,, I'm scared of big kids :broken_heart:

big kids like me :broken_heart: @_WEDNESDAY

How old are you?? /nf

not leaking that info :broken_heart: but when i was in 5-6th grade i had multiple highschoolers like me @_WEDNESDAY

oh ok,, wdym you had multiple high schoolers???? sorry I'm dumb :/

like 5 highschoolers liked me @_WEDNESDAY

I'm dumb

yea :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: @_WEDNESDAY

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when do you start school? Or all you already started?

i start school on the 13th.. @_WEDNESDAY

lucky :broken_heart:

no not lucky i just end up building up more anxiety @_WEDNESDAY

oh um,, Not lucky, Don't do anxiety kids it's bad for you

real :angel: :broken_heart: @_WEDNESDAY

haha I'm so funny ok :angel:

jiggling /j @_WEDNESDAY

oh that so real,, me too :heartbeat:

help.. :sob: @_WEDNESDAY

Lawl

ok wait so are we friends now????

yuh @_WEDNESDAY

oh kool :thumbsup:

kooooool. :angel: @_WEDNESDAY

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I genuinely spelt it like that somehow but then I thought it was funny so I left it,, I love being an idiot :heartbeat:

i say kool and lawl bc im kool @_WEDNESDAY

real