vent, its ok to like it makes me feel seen by jinxthelynx
i relapsed again and usually i would tell my gf but they cant talk untill Friday so im venting here with a bunch of strangers#jinxvents
i can stop and i need to but i feel like i deserve it bc if i desereved everything that happened whats a little more pain, all i need is enough to make the pain match the noise in my head, its easyer than trying to fix it. days are runing together, 3 weeks untill school, three weeks untill i spened every wakeing hour studying until im burntout again /cont
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05 Aug, 2025, 6:56 pm
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05 Aug, 2025, 7:04 pm
three weeks untill im not in the advanced class for the first time in 3 years, only haveing band with my freinds. im gonna start eating lunch alone again. the teachers already hate me bc im queer. its not gonna get better for more than like one week, untill i lose another friend im fine ig but im on edge untill the cycle (ok->truama->depression->burnout->'fine'->su1s1d.3->recover->repeat)runs and im ok again, i jst need some more time, im just tired, i can sleep it off, (im geting 10-14 hrs of -
05 Aug, 2025, 7:07 pm
sleep every night now) i will be fine i promise im gonna go to sleep early again tn maybe that will help :smile: seriously tho help
05 Aug, 2025, 7:08 pm
u can comment now