Heeeyyyyyy :D if this is abt me, don't you worry! I'm still your friend, and I'll always have time for you x
How ya bean? (heh heh bean)

@LeonardBirdstein ya yu win its yu :3
sorry i js have mixed feeling when my frinds mzke other friends like i dnt wanna isolate them thts bad but smethug inside me tears a little idk

ive been good :33 my bsf came over to my house today we had so much fun but im exhaused now,,,, we made sum patches and i even helped her finally find her aesthetic!!! its whimsy twee btw im so happy she found an aesthetic to stick to :33

my MOON WALKER MERCH IS COMING IN TODAY IM SO EXCITED IM GONNA EXPLODE :explodes:

also ive become mre hyperfixated on bfdi and my favorite is four i love four i have a 4patch on my bckpck i made today and i made a 4 clay figure that still needs to properlydry so i can paint it :33

alsol i SUCCESSFULLY MADE A MOON WLKER< PATCH AND SEWED IT ONTO MY BCK PACK I LOVE IT SO MUCHH AAAKS<DK

also i hve thrapy today n am contemplatug whethr i should tel her im trans bcus it WILL help but idk its olny the third session,,,

also my mom showed me a news video bcus a kid c
got suction-cupped by an octopus at an aquarium like the whole arm and i coudnt help but smile bcus octopus,,,,, octpous,,,,,, octopus,,

how to tell online fren yu miss them even tho yu never met irl bcus they live ACROSS THE WORLD

no glue no borax

i also rlly wanna make a bfdi oc oughh :broken_heart:
but idk wha object to make themm

No I get it, don't worry! I'm pretty weird about friendships too, but I just tend not to talk about it cause people judge me a lot :')

Oh that sounds fun <3 I'm glad you had a good time! Idrk what my aesthetic is, but it's old and musty for sure hehheh

:0 YIPPEEEEE!! I'm super excited for you! Also PATCHES?! That's SO COOL?!! I LOVE patches and pins!

Hmm interesting... it's probably a good idea at some point, cause it'll help her understand certain parts of you better, but you don't [cont]

necessarily need to tell her today? It's up to you, and how comfortable you feel around her :)

Ö octopus.

I would love to meet you someday <3 we'd totally have the BEST time!! Britain's such a shıthole right now haha

@LeonardBirdstein ya that was a lot to unpack haha,,,,,

i wanna meet yu one day maybe like today but euughhjkcldl
idk if ill tell her,,,, i even forgot her name dude :broken_heart:

i LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEE PATCHES N PINS!!!!
i actually want an ita bag or two oughh i love ita bags,,,
i wanna base one around Golden Cheese (my wife muah) and one for all my fandms so ppl can know kmmediatel what im into idk i feel the need to do that to ppl haha

Don't worry! I love reading your brain dumps hehe

(I don't know how lenient your parents are) but we could call or something at some point? Mine wouldn't let me, but you'd be surpised what I can get away with (TOUCH WOOD)

Oh man :')

Oooh yessssss I'm totally gonna make fandom pins cause I'm starting a new school in September (:sob:), so it's a great way of meeting interesting people!!

@LeonardBirdstein hahaheh,,,,,, idk
i love info dumping im a big yapper when im comfortable w/ ppl

also im not supposed to have online friends bcus ooooo strangers oooo pdfs,,,,, dad yu gave me unrestricted access to the internt for YEARS until recently i think i can tell whether someones 50 or not,,,,

i rlly wanna call yu euugh :broken_heart:
also wdym bh touch wood yu've said it twice now haha

@LeonardBirdstein yessugh lucky i start in a WEEK </33

I'm a HUGE yapper, but rarely do it on here cause I HAAAATE typing on the Switch keyboard :sob:

Oh yeah me neither, but I would hope I can tell who's a pēdo and who isn't... :shrug:

Oh, it's a superstitious thing - if I say certain things, I feel like they're then gonna happen, so you touch wood to ward it off.
So like, there, I could be jinxing it and my parents could find out today about all the stuff I do online.
I don't really believe in it, but it makes me feel better (hello OCD??)

Awww noooo :(
I've had a SUPER long holiday cause I finished my first big exams so got to miss the last few weeks of the school term!!

Crāp I gotta go :(
I always love talking to you <3 I'll be home at 5 (in my time) if you're still around
Good luck at therapy xx

@LeonardBirdstein i lov to yp even if its on this horrid switch :broken_heart:

i have a love-hate relationship wth superstitions hah,,,,,

@LeonardBirdstein ok!! have fun wherever yur goin :33 (unless its a funeral or smth,,,,)
im sure ill be online :3 thatll be 1 am or me haha
see ya x

Yeah it's mostly annoying, but I can't shake the habit :(

I WENT TO THE CINEMA TO SEE THE NEW FANTASTIC 4 MOVIE AND I CAN FEEL THE HYPERFIXATION BUILDING
HOLY MOLEY IT WAS COOL
some might even say
fantastic

so im dumb and it was like 3 am sorry haha,,,,, @LeonardBirdstein

ehehe don't worry :)

@LeonardBirdstein i went to see superman and fantastic four in the same week,,,, i guess yu could say it was,,, super fantastic,,

:0 super fantastic indeed hehehe

@LeonardBirdstein update i told her im trans holy random i keep telling my friends random stuff recently,,,,,,,

Oh cool! Congrats! What did she say????

@LeonardBirdstein oh she kind of asked,,,,,, so i thought that it wouldbe the perfect tkme to tell her :333

it was and she was chill abt it :p

Yippeeeeeee <3 well done!! I know it can be pretty scary, so that's a really good way of managing it
I hope this'll help her help you more in the future!