Vent by MonStar
You guys shouldn't like me, im terrible, I get intrusive thoughts and am just awful, I've laughed at a d3ad kitten on the side of the street yet cry over fictional characters, im terrible, I only really act nice online because I just like when people like me and crave attention. I've almost commit arson and don't even feel bad, I hate life. I've had thoughts of wanting to be r*p3d and im scared it'll turn into me wanting to r*p3 others, I can't let myself live past 18 because I'll likely be-
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03 Aug, 2025, 2:58 am
-taken off my meds qnd im awful and have done awful things off of my meds, like stuff I can't bring up, I helped a girl get an E D inthe mental hospital when I was off my meds because im getting f*t and im stvp*d and should and will d*3
03 Aug, 2025, 3:00 am
I hope everyone doesn't hate me when I come back online 2 morrow, i've been tempted to vent about tis stuff for a while now but finally chose to
03 Aug, 2025, 3:01 am
i dont a will never hate you
03 Aug, 2025, 3:01 am
also red scribbles= cvts, white ones (other than Mouth) are body parts I've been wanting to st*b/cvt out recently
03 Aug, 2025, 3:05 am
don't dıe, people like you
03 Aug, 2025, 3:06 am
@Laran Thank you :)
03 Aug, 2025, 3:11 am
oh this is actually sad :(
please dont do anything youll regret though.. its not worth it, i dont want to trigger you or anything but i understand your struggles, i lost a friend after a very int:mate interaction we had.. and i constantly find myself to be a very disgusting person myself.
im not very good at comforting so im sorry if im not making you feel better,, but just know that people care abt you..
sorry.
03 Aug, 2025, 3:13 am
@Beansfordays sorry, it's okay I was just in a mood, I feel a bit better though after your comment! I'll probably delete this tomorrow night, glad to know im not alone :3
03 Aug, 2025, 3:13 am
also
03 Aug, 2025, 3:15 am
I WAS JUST ON YT SHORTS ND THE REPLIES UNDER 1 COMMENT SAID "Don't click their pfp!" AND I DID BC I WAS CURIOUS AND SAW SOMEONES FREAKY PARTS (not gonna share too much) Luckily im desensitized to that stuff but im lowkey shocked they had someone on there with a pfp of that stuff
03 Aug, 2025, 3:15 am
DX
03 Aug, 2025, 3:21 am
@Beansfordays DUDE I JUST FOUND OUT THAT KEVIN MACCLEOYD (IDK HOW TO SPELL IT) USES AI FOR MUSIC
03 Aug, 2025, 3:23 am
@MonStar idk who that is :sob: (sorry i live in a hole)
also YOU SAW WHAT :sob:
03 Aug, 2025, 3:29 am
@Beansfordays HE MADE A LOT OF BACKGROUND MUSIC IN BFDI AND WAS EVEN "PAN FLUTE" IN BFDIA ;-;
03 Aug, 2025, 3:31 am
@MonStar :open_mouth: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is so sad,,, :crying_cat_face: i actually really liked the soundtrack :crying_cat_face:
03 Aug, 2025, 3:34 am
@Beansfordays I think most songs in bfdi were og but they used ai 4 music since 2020 ;-;
03 Aug, 2025, 3:34 am
by og I mean non ai
03 Aug, 2025, 3:36 am
@MonStar well at least some of it is original :crying_cat_face:
03 Aug, 2025, 3:38 am
@Beansfordays Yep :3