im not ok im not ok im not ok im not ok im not ok by JuniperStar

I want physical pain so bad i crave it so much oomgg im losing itt i wwana be seent to a mental hspital I want sosmeone to straight up punchh me iin thee head pplease i juxt want pain pplsease sincee,nobody wwil do it il do ig to myself
i rrlly just wan pain plls slap me sso hard my checkk turns red pullll my hhai r until it ggets ripped out omgg pleasee plase plese
ii'm goimg insane iim not ssafe anymorre im aa threat

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02 Aug, 2025, 6:36 pm
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BasilCottonMouth

02 Aug, 2025, 6:49 pm

um... im always here if you need anyone .-. but right now it sound like u need to talk to someone in person with genuine love for you when ever i begin to consider self pain its cause im stressing over something... maybe you need a distraction? and if you do feel distuctive may i recommend a rage room? somewhereto just safely let it out - wishing you well and a better state of mind, Basil CottonMouth

JuniperStar

02 Aug, 2025, 7:24 pm

@BasilCottonMouth tthanjk, yoiu

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:28 pm

hey do u need anyone to talk to? im here for u ok ? <3 /p

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:29 pm

also pls dont hurt yourself or anything like that. its only gonna help u temporarily, and it'll just make u feel worse after

JuniperStar

02 Aug, 2025, 7:32 pm

@yaoi_luver Ittlll maake ee feel aamazinf i love ppain

JuniperStar

02 Aug, 2025, 7:34 pm

@yaoi_luver youu dontt mind iif i ttlak aboit it rirght?

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:39 pm

@JuniperStar srry if my reply was late i wasnt checking notifsT^T and ofc idm if u talk abt it <3/p i wanna help u feel better /gen

BasilCottonMouth

02 Aug, 2025, 7:45 pm

@JuniperStar Anytime Im alsway here c;

BasilCottonMouth

02 Aug, 2025, 7:46 pm

always*

JuniperStar

02 Aug, 2025, 7:54 pm

@yaoi_luver thankk yuo

Ii've jjusst ben cravng paiin andd beeing bulliiedd. I desperately,wwant to.be slapped iin thee faacee or ppunched iin te head itts soo soothuing omg ii want ppol to bully mme and call e names and àbuse me sso bad

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:58 pm

@JuniperStar :( ik ur going thru alot things, and i get just wanting to feel pain, but its really not good for u
ik u probably already know its not good for u but i feel like u really need to know rn that its not healthy for u to feel like this
also whoever is bullying u im actually gonna fight them bcuz ur honestly an amazing person who doesnt deserve to be bullied

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 8:00 pm

i think u should just find smth to distract urself with for now if u cant get help from anyone rn :<
bcuz i dont want u to end up hurting urself or doing anything super dangerous

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 8:02 pm

ugh srry im not the best at comforting ppl and i have to go, but like i said im always here for u so if u ever need anyone to talk to, pls just @ me and i'll be there for u as much as i can <3/p/gen

JuniperStar

02 Aug, 2025, 8:02 pm

@yaoi_luver imm noot bbeingbullied i waant to be bullied

alsooo ty for theadvice ur so kind

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 8:04 pm

@JuniperStar oh ok good im glad ur not being bullied
and ofc yww <33/p

JuniperStar

03 Aug, 2025, 12:30 am

@UrLocalMentalLoser its ok -

JuniperStar

03 Aug, 2025, 12:30 am

@UrLocalMentalLoser im not the one you should be apologize to

MaggieSue327

08 Aug, 2025, 5:44 am

it's called masochism, liking pain,
if you can, try to figure out what makes you like it,
it could be many things, like self hatred, coping, or an experience, (it could really be anything)

finding the root causes on why you feel the way you do is the first step to healing

JuniperStar

08 Aug, 2025, 5:57 am

@MaggieSue327 idk, i guess i use pain to cope? it also like- releases that dopamine hit inside of me too so- idk if ill stop anytime soon cuz it makes me feel good

MaggieSue327

08 Aug, 2025, 12:08 pm

yeah,

tho it may be helpful to find healthier ways to feel better,
as well as sort out the thing thats causing so much discomfort

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