. im tired...

very tired. i dont know what to do. in my head im still just a 12 yr old child

i feel like i could end it all. a song im listening to rn is . lights are on. by tom rosenthal . god might really have stood me up. the lyrics are getting too relatable.

im not religious. but i think someone is keeping me from doing it. i just dont know what.

and i feel like strangers online are more company than my own family. truth is i never really had seen or met my siblings.

i just play happy and 5h1t and joke around.. when in my head its never been a joke. im sorry for everything yall . everything i did wrong. i feel like im writing a sewerside note rn . im not. im thinking of it tho...

like im so deep in thought and music . my bed is comfy. what would happen if i were to... my pets , my home . i feel like they Would cry knowing i would never pet thwm again. im sorry skippy-(my cat) i love you... i wish you were in here with me. im sorry mr carrots (mybunny my dad got rid of one day when i didnt ask him to </3)

if u were my little girl. id do whatever i could do. i know u got daddy issues.

:C why is my life like this

go ahead and cry little boy. u gotta let it out soon..

. i love listening to the neighbourhood. <3

i try so hard to make my friends happy.

i feel consumed.

@willowedtherian i also think abt that, i dont go to school no more i still but online the reason is bc i treat£Ď
that im going to sh00t the school so i could scared my bully i was being bully senice the i was in 5th i didn't want to do it bc i didn't was no one to lose their love ones when all of that was happening i went to a mental h0spatil for 4 days February 10- 15 2025. i got sepened for 408 days i also have adhd it hard but i could be ur friend if u want to n im srry u going trough that..

A few things:
1) ima be sad if u kys
2) DO NOT KYS
3) That otherworldly force has the right idea. Dont kys
4) PLEZ DONT KYS
5) KYS DONT PLEZ

6) Please dont **** yourself, ppl care abt u! things can only get better if they get worse!

can i vent to you a little bit. like genuinely? @-_ForkingLegend230_-

you okay yo
hope ya feel better kiddo

ya

i hate how i have school in 2 weeks :c