u ok :angel:

@_ib1te dude im actually going to rip my head off

u wanna talk im lowkey bad at advice but decent listener

better at what?/genq

i hop e u feel better i love u so much man /srs

@threebirdwires this dude who ruined my life over a year ago :joy:

@meowpee im going to licck you

@Jisung ah

nbr but
for some reason i also have those sorts of issues, whenever something happens to me in a relationship, i tend to shut down or get worse for months on end

yes it's ok lick me

@threebirdwires me too

@Jisung it has been constantly happening for the past 5 years :sob:
anyways, if you're comfortable, what happened??

stay safe yo, I hope you get better :pray: /srs

@threebirdwires im not gna go into the whole thing but basically he was my fp and when he left me i was extremely suıcidal and i wouldnt talk to anyone unless it was abt things unhealthy for me like one of my friends emily (the only other emo at my school) we'd literally talk about cutting ourselves as if it was normal and it took me months to get out of this depressive episode and even now it still hurts sometimes thinking abt him and me and him are friends again and i already know how itll go

@Jisung im trying to give advice rn but im hella overthinking bc i dont want to be rude :sob:

@threebirdwires itsfine dw i domt need advicd

@Jisung alr :'P