eughf by BlueBow_

Idk what's wrong with me
like I can do the bare minimum of things like shower, eat, and do some chores but like that's pretty much it

then I bedrot :joy_cat:

I doodle but high quality drawings are REALLY hard for me to start and actually finish

I just never have to motivation to do most things

but like sometimes I'll get really good mood swings where i'm super hyper and talkative and then I do stuff

idk

almost every day feels the same I hate it

I hate myself for this

#daissonas

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
31 Jul, 2025, 1:58 am
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BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 2:00 am

not gonna put this on my vent account idk

namgyux

31 Jul, 2025, 2:01 am

this happens to me too dw

im home alone everyday except weekends from 5am-6pm and other than chores and eating and showering and stuff, i bedrot

dont hate yourself for it, its normal

love u :3 /p

PinkB0w

31 Jul, 2025, 2:01 am

be ok :angel:

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 2:03 am

@namgyux sighs I just hate it like I'm only super happy when i'm busy or i'm indulging in my favorite medias
but I have not motivation for anything so i'm rarely busy it sucks :broken_heart: I just feel so worthless all the time

ilyt :heart:/p

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 2:03 am

@CLARlTY I'm trying ig :heart:/p

PinkB0w

31 Jul, 2025, 2:04 am

ok good im always here 4 u

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 2:05 am

@CLARlTY ty :heart: i'll be here 4 you too bro :pray:

PinkB0w

31 Jul, 2025, 2:06 am

ty :heart: /p

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 2:06 am

@CLARlTY yw :heart:/p

MollieLvsClaggor

31 Jul, 2025, 2:44 am

I hope your okay, its hard with all of these emotions. But I know you dai da doo, your strong and I believe in you :heart: /

MollieLvsClaggor

31 Jul, 2025, 2:44 am

P

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:02 am

@MollieLvsClaggor tyy ilysm :yellow_heart:/p

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:10 am

@MollieLvsClaggor Sorry for the late reply btw I was eating

--RX_Queen--

31 Jul, 2025, 3:20 am

sorry im not great at comforting ppl but i hope it gets better! :)

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:21 am

@--RX_Queen-- Ty :) and its ok, i'm not great at it either :sob:

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:46 am

ok! One @dai_the_flu_ say you hate yourself one more time i will get pisseď and ypu don't want to see or hear me get mad AND TWO... the little pictures of the dog you do are cut...cool.

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:47 am

@Yako-san :sob: ty

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:51 am

:partly_sunny: i start school up agan tomorrow so you won't see tell Friday Saturday and Sunday

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:51 am

@Yako-san ohh ok :thumbsup: have fun!!

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:53 am

All the rest of the week im at school starting 8th grade im a little on ege right now :crying_cat_face: :crying_cat_face: :partly_sunny: :crying_cat_face:

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:54 am

@Yako-san Good luck!! :pray: I'm starting highschool in like a month so I know how you feel :(

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:55 am

what grade?

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:55 am

@Yako-san 9th grade

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:56 am

Also did you see my gallery page i change it a lllooottt

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 3:56 am

oh what school

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 3:57 am

@Yako-san I'll look rn
Uh I'd rather not say for privacy reasons, sorry

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 4:14 am

your good :smirk_cat:

Yako-san

31 Jul, 2025, 4:46 am

9th grade means that your 14 or 15 year old am i right you don't have to tell me how old you also i like a good mistery. gn

BlueBow_

31 Jul, 2025, 4:46 am

@Yako-san It says in my bio how old I am, but yeah!!!

Yako-san

01 Aug, 2025, 2:37 am

oh sorry I haven't really look at it yet.

BlueBow_

01 Aug, 2025, 2:38 am

@Yako-san Its ok :thumbsup:

Yako-san

01 Aug, 2025, 4:42 am

Gn

BlueBow_

01 Aug, 2025, 4:43 am

@Yako-san gn!! :wave:

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:36 pm

ts is so me </3 i feel like im just wasting my life away honestly like wth did i even do today ?T T basically nothing :sob: keepin this short cuz im not tryna vent when idk if ur up for that, just saying how i relate to this alot yk? :broken_heart:
anyways hopefully soon u stop feeling like this bcuz it sucks like this T^T <3 /p

yaoi_luver

02 Aug, 2025, 7:38 pm

also dont hat urself ur literally one of the coolest ppl on colors <3 /p

Yako-san

02 Aug, 2025, 10:09 pm

hello @dai_the_flu_ how are you

BlueBow_

02 Aug, 2025, 11:40 pm

@yaoi_luver fr I know :pray: (its ok to relate to what I post, even if you vented on this one I wouldn't mind cus its not too serious [and not on my vent account])
and tysm :two_hearts:/p

BlueBow_

02 Aug, 2025, 11:40 pm

@Yako-san I'm good!! wbu?

Yako-san

03 Aug, 2025, 9:50 pm

Also good, not going to be here tell next friday becuase school so... yeah..........

BlueBow_

04 Aug, 2025, 1:16 am

@Yako-san oh ok!!

Yako-san

04 Aug, 2025, 3:33 am

hope your doing good olny reason im asking is the way you texting it seem like your not doing that well you don't have to answers

BlueBow_

04 Aug, 2025, 7:45 am

@Yako-san I'm actually good rn!! but ty for checking on me :3

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