I really want to give him a hug because of the last few episodes
1 because he feels sad/bad and because
2 i know what he was going through/how he feels
especially Ghostf**kers
i literally cried multiple times about that ep/ the end of Apology Tour
like he feels like he will never be enough/give enough for anyone he loves and that he's better off alone instead of trying because he knows that if he tries that he know he'll never be good enough
also unrelated but FIZZ AND BLITZ ARE FRIENDS AGAIN:D