whoopsies :PPPP by St0pS1gn_90

im losing motivation to draw like i dont wanna draw traditionally cus im afraid my parents will see t i mean yu already looked thru my sketchbook once why wouldnt yu do it again so im terrified of doing THAT n i dont want to digitally draw so i should js die ok

#imsouredrn #NOTawesome #idontfeelgreattho

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
25 Jul, 2025, 10:04 am
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St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:06 am

also i hate my hair like why r u so long and annoyinf i say as my hair is an awkward medium length like GET OUT MY SHOLDERS YUR SO ANNOYING

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:12 am

like,,,,,,, let me have short hair pls i hate my hair and dont tell me to 'suck it up buttercup' SHUT UP YUR BALD ITS HOT AND I HATE WASHING IT AND ALWAYS PUTTING IT UP I LOOK BETTER WITH SHORTER HAIR ANYWAY I WANT TO RIP IT OUT MY HEAD I HATE IT GET IT OFF MY SHOULDERS ok

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:14 am

and wjat imean by its hot is that ITS HOT IM SWEATING GET IT OFF MY SHOULDERS NOWWWWUgh ok

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:23 am

me when i like,,,,, die or sumthin

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:30 am

me when im the spawn and two time sacrifices their lover to me

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 10:38 am

me when im like,,,, physically exhausted

LeonardBirdstein

25 Jul, 2025, 11:16 am

uuuugh I'm so sorry :( long hair sucks āss (mine grew over lockdown and I HAAAAATED it)
I, too, am out of drawing motivation, and I have to make loads of thamk-you cards for my birthday money
basically, I feel your pain :(

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 2:22 pm

@LeonardBirdstein its like we're connected woa..........

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 2:24 pm

sorry im going insane (ive never felt THIS exhauste befor im lowkey terrified)

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 2:26 pm

me when i like,,, highkey go insane and get put in a white padded room

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 2:29 pm

me when i lowkey need to sho0t myself 007n7 style oh yesss

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 2:30 pm

at least ill go out with a bang am i right :DDD

i suck at making jokes ugh

LeonardBirdstein

25 Jul, 2025, 3:06 pm

Yeah no don't do that
Get as much rest as you can

Lemonsqeeze

25 Jul, 2025, 5:34 pm

hey school is starting up and im getting pretty good at har

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 5:59 pm

@Lemonsqeeze ughh i wish but better news

@LeonardBirdstein ill try but my sleep schedule is a warzone rn,,,, but

IM GETTUNG TESTED FO ADHD TODAY OMG FNALLYYYHJGFH :SOBS:

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 6:09 pm

I HAVE TO GET UP IN LIKE 30 MINS I HOPE HES NOT LYING SO I HAVE TO TAKE A SHOT OK YAY I HATE YU ADHD :DDD

LeonardBirdstein

25 Jul, 2025, 7:54 pm

Oh WOW!! I'm kinda envious honestly (my parents are firm believers that there's nothing wrong with me... hahahaaaaaaa...) but I hope it goes well!
My sleep schedule is also a warzone, and I'm so stressed I've stopped eating as much so I keep feeling queasy, which makes me more stressed.
What a sorry pair we are... :sob:

St0pS1gn_90

25 Jul, 2025, 11:06 pm

@LeonardBirdstein real,,,, also i js got back from therapy and i dont wanna do that anymore!! /hj
therapy sucks and aparently i have anxiety i didnt know that but it makes sense lol

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 8:49 am

Ooft... that's sūcky. But does it help to be able to put a label on it, to have a particular reason you feel the wat you do?

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 8:56 am

@LeonardBirdstein it DOES dude oml,,,,

it explains so much like my overthinking,
js now i began to overthink abt the misspelling yu js made like huh :broken_heart:

overall i enjoy labels it keeps thungs organized for me

and i might have ocd too lol :D

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 9:01 am

ohmygod I didn't even notice that :mirth:
But I'm glad! I go thru phases of loving to use any label I can find, and being a strict hater of all of it (for myself ofc, I never have a problem with other people using lotsa labels)
Whow... I've always wondered whether I'm a little OCD, but I'm probably just a bit paranoid hahahaaaa...

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 9:01 am

****** WHY DO NONE OF THE COLON CODES EXIST :sob:

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 9:05 am

@LeonardBirdstein thats so real man :siigh:

i thunk my anxiety i mainky caused by me wanting tl hide my scars bcus my parents do NOT know i (used to) sh and im terrified im always anxious and i never rlly noticed i do until i went to the therâpist's office bcus i was axious as HĒLL and didnt even realize it ok yap sesh over

but ya, labels are fun :3
znd i thunk we all have a little ocd in us /JPLEASETHATWASAJOKE

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 9:05 am

@LeonardBirdstein REAL *** BROO

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 9:21 am

Right. That makes sense.

I don't know what flavour of neurospiciness I have but it's hēlla annoying, I can tell you that.

Nah man you sound like my aunt :sob: (she works with special needs young adults and she constantly says that we're 'all a bit autistic' and that the only time you should get a referral is if it's making your life awful... sigh)

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 9:27 am

@LeonardBirdstein nooo pls im not yur aunt :cry:

yknow what I think yu should do,,,

RESEARCH!!
yu should research so when yur an adult yu can go to therapy or smth and tell them all yur symtoms and what yu thunk yu have!!

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 9:28 am

ugh we are all NOT autistic chat,,,,,, if we were life would be better,,,, /hj

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 9:51 am

:0 BY GOD YOU'RE RIGHT WATSON! (sorry)

And yeah it would be a whole load nicer if everyone was :sob: imagine how much fun we'd all have talking about our special interests :3

St0pS1gn_90

26 Jul, 2025, 10:00 am

@LeonardBirdstein im giggilinf at the first part hehe,,,

also i would love to yap and yap ans rant my lungs out abt my special interest all day,,, :3

LeonardBirdstein

26 Jul, 2025, 12:25 pm

That's a drawing to be done... heheeheh

Oh it would be lovely
Feel free to yap whenever - it's fun to read :D

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