what

are you ok

l.awls. its n9thing just ppast stuff :joy_cat: @gonepostal

@CLARlTY ok js wanted to make sure ur okay

i do genuinely care agout you you just hurt me and its hard for me to forgive

yyyu0p . haha lwkas.so lawls im sso fnny :joy_cat: :joy_cat: :joy_cat: :joy_cat: :joy_cat: :joy_cat: @gonepostal

@sorrow you ok?

im sorry abt whatever your going througn, it gets better

yyeha i thinkk :smile_cat: @gonepostal

yupppppppppppppp 010192kcjvivhdjeie9wo Sigh

i know it seems like thats just something people say but i mean it, it will get better

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@sorrow you can ttm abt it if you want

ssigh ok . . hyaahah hhulps sk i just wnatpt to go bavk to scjol its the only thing giving my life structure and meaing , wit otu it im nothign @gonepostal

Are you ok ?

nno . @_dai_the_flu

@sorrow ohh i get that, but maybe you could ask the people in ur life to help you get structure again??

@sorrow im rlly sorry abt how you feel, and i promise your worth more than what you think

What happened :(

my family is still constantly fat shaming me for eating and,its apparently all jokes but now i feel sick eating and i just avoid it and i just want to feel... comfortable in clothes or just living, constantly if someone touches me it triggers my SA trauma and i shut down, buti crave it so much and idk if i like myself anymore im a bad person @_dai_the_flu @gonepostal

@CLARlTY i personally think your rlly skinny and your not a bad person, you just have made mistakes and im sorry if i made tou feel like your a bad person.

That's really messed up i'm sorry :( but you are NOT a bad person. I mean everyone has issues, but you are still a good person. I mean it ily :heart:/p

it wasnt you, just overall @gonepostal

tysm ily dude @_dai_the_flu

@CLARlTY regardless im sorry about how i acted, i know i overreacted and im srry for getting mad i just had alot going on at the time and it set me off

@CLARlTY not to make this about that i just felt like i should apologize

ily too :heart:/p

its ok @gonepostal

:heart: /p @_dai_the_flu

ok im not ok i need to talk to someone @_dai_the_flu @gonepostal @Qwerty7775 @grace_

I'm here :heart:p

*/p

I'll be leaving soon tho

my parents are screaming at eachother and i might have a panic attack @_dai_the_flu

I'm sorry :( Do you want to talk about something to distract yourself?

uhhjmm yuehm ok so im maing mac and chese rn bc 8ts m y favorute food.. and i feel sick olike puking and crying @_dai_the_flu

umhmmm make sure to drink some water, try and calm yourself down with something,, like watch or read smthn you like

ill make t3ain a a sec ok theyre in the living room now right next to me, im listening to music @_dai_the_flu

Oh ok :pray:

ssorry if its annoying @_dai_the_flu

I don't have to leave anymore btw I can stay :pray:

You're not annoying me dw :pray:

yayay ok i finsihdd the mac nd chhese now im picking a tea uhmmm @_dai_the_flu

i picked a passionflower one @_dai_the_flu

thyre fighing in the bathroom right next 2 me

Ooh that sounds good!! I've never tried it

:broken_heart:

yea it smells like peppermint and now im boiling the water lawls @_dai_the_flu

yum :yum:

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yuhh i added too much powdered cheese in the mac in cheese but its still good, this is the first thing ive ate today since no one is home during the day @_dai_the_flu

I like mac n' cheese :yum: you should probably eat more tho :pray:

its wtvr im dieting myself im like 125 lbs and 5'2 not a good ratio, i love mac nd cheese, i just put the hot water into the cup @_dai_the_flu

I think thats a healthy ratio but ok ,,,
mm water

it smells like pool water but like with peppermint lawls. i want some water rn @_dai_the_flu

ok i drank water

chlorine peppermint :wilted_flower:

ima go back 2my room now bc yelling scares me

yummy @_dai_the_flu

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okay :thumbsup:

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ok im in my room lawls @_dai_the_flu

im listening to my favorite song heh.. @_dai_the_flu

bro colors has been so slow lately :broken_heart:

yay!!! what song yo

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ik :broken_heart: :crying_cat_face: and my fav song is uhh lemme look.. Tangled Dreams by wisp . you should listen to it @_dai_the_flu

ok!! :thumbsup:

ok sorry i didnt see this umm whats up

pwetty pwease woad :pleading_face:

favorite songs??hey my favorite songs are Dont dream its over and Eyes without a face im soooo old

oh im calmer now ty for wondering,, my parents were / are still fighting i missed u gayman what were u doing @Qwerty7775

yay!!! @_dai_the_flu

old man grrr @Qwerty7775

there is freedom within there is freedom without !! @Qwerty7775

my other fav songs are eyes without a face, there is a light that never goes out, back to the old house, lover you shouldve come over and more bc im epik and cool @Qwerty7775 @_dai_the_flu

respond i look hella schizo

ok yall just left me im gnna jump wow

:crying_cat_face: :broken_heart:

SORRY I'M BACK

mb

i looked schizo dude :broken_heart: @_dai_the_flu

hey now heyyy now dont dream its overr :ghost:

its ok i understand tho :joy_cat: :heart: /p @_dai_the_flu @Qwerty7775

i like the smiths i like Pretty girls make graves ok

im gnna touch u lawls @Qwerty7775

and bigmouth strikes again and there is a light that never goes out i just like the smiths

wow!

i also like deathcap for cutie i also like mitski dont sacrifice me @Qwerty7775

zoinks!!

mitski is cool

yea people overuse her music for vents though, her voice is so pretty @Qwerty7775

i like indie rock and just the indie genre in general, ill listen to the weeknd every once in a while 2 @Qwerty7775

i dont like the weekend anymore because his acting is аss and the ad's he's in pmo

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i only like his music bc in that one movie with jenna ortega hes a dıck @Qwerty7775

im listening Back to the Old House 2011 remaster by The Smiths on loop hahhaha @Qwerty7775

@Qwerty7775 @Qwerty7775 @Qwerty7775

i should listen to my music now

you should heh also tag my main acc so i dont accidentally ghost u :crying_cat_face: :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY oh whateverr

grrr lawl booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah booyah @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY duck! duck! duck!

#depresso @Qwerty7775

#depress @CLARlTY

bruv studluss and 2time blocked me :broken_heart: bc of a JOKE and i forgot 2 put a tonetag like what :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY where

studlust

when

it was on 2times dni thinguy and he said dni vapers and i said "i vap" which i USED to and got blocked .. :broken_heart: i forgot to say /j @Qwerty7775

this happened a few weeks ago but stud just blocked me

NO WHAT HE DELETED MY BEAUTIFUL COMMENT btw i went by @/i_love_her atm bc i was dating my ex !! @Qwerty7775

i remember the 2time thing

and i remember commenting on your post cause it pmo :joy_cat: :joy_cat: @CLARlTY

sigh and then he made a post that idk if it was targeted to me but it was saying how does he tell sm thats not his friend anymore that he misses them a week after or sum and yeah i was corny nd i still am ok :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY i dont think it was about you but idk

yeah idrk but idrc anyways new topic hru @Qwerty7775

borreddd

sigh

and praying for my life i dont have another episode on colors it always stresses me out after i feel normal again :joy_cat: :joy_cat: @CLARlTY

real dude bc i start spiraling and talking to myself like wtaf :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY me too i go schizo mode and then people talk to me and im mean so then i feel kind of guilty when im normal

and then people ask me to open up and idk what to say so sometime i just sound like a 5 yr old rambling :crying_cat_face: :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY i don kniw how to open up

im sorry you have to deal with that, its the opposite for me sigh, i open up too much and make people uncomfortable @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY the only people i open up to are my school councilor and some irls

and it took me a year to start being honest w my councilor. ack

i opened up to my school counselor and she called the cops and my dad told me if it happened again he'd beat me until i couldnt talk lawl @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY ok well so thats why i dont open up to my councilor about the evil things! :purple_heart:

lawls i giggled and guys when did my tv girl drawing get on top ranked im scared @Qwerty7775

weiner

@CLARlTY

pepe :open_mouth: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY im gonna lose my shıt if my sister comes into my room again

why is she going in there in the first place,.. :pray: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY because i stole her ipad :ghost:

lawls reasonable srry if im going off, im playing a game @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY its ok im,trying to tween

im gnna touch u if i lose another round istfg :angel: @Qwerty7775

nvmm i gave up bc im super аss at overwatch.. sighhh :broken_heart: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY whats with you and touching me freak

i tell my close friends that dude because im ... uh.. the .. uh....... toucher mwhaha lawl :angel: @Qwerty7775

and stay, online for once, i have no friends

@CLARlTY but im busyy ok

sighhh how long are you gonna be busy for @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY probably for a little while but i'll keep my switch on

yayaaayayayayay ur my fav, and look at my cool new awesome sauce bio heh.. lawl im so funny laugh guys @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY i should be the star not the circle my life is a lie

you want my new password and remake it then? @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY yes

@CLARlTY what the hell is hwc

hcw

wtv

nothingg heh eejfus8sidjeud @Qwerty7775

the user is clarlty @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY boy what is hcw boy

NO ONES INITIALS STOP AUJEDEJOEKD AND JUST MESS WITH MY ACC AND SPAM POST AND DO WTVR @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY ok so hunter something something someting aka chanceofsalt aka femboylover aka person who i thought you said sucked

using your inbuilt camera isnt fair :broken_heart: and uh its the only thing i can remebr :broken_heart: :crying_cat_face: @Qwerty7775

@CLARlTY sorry i know how to put two and two together im not dense ok

sighhhhyhhhhhy @Qwerty7775