and i was feeling sick so i had almost thrown up,
and we all know i have thalassaphobia right.? (the fear of deep waters/the ocean)

for some reasonwe had to make an unnecessary flightover a part of the ocean.

i cried again and after those 4 hours it took a while to fimd the family

then we found out the flight back home was delayed 3 hours later,,,

but on that flight it was 30 mins to get home

so im ok now!!

i think

also i havemt eaten today

you can comment now btw

are u ok

no
@d2s1_

want to talk about it? i read the above but is there anything else going on?

yea

i guess its js bc
i feel like one of my close online friends were kinda drifting apart and sometimes idk if she even wants to stay friends but also

my grandma had a stroke afew months ago + cancer and more recently she was coughing out blood and im scared for her she just got out of the hospital like last week and also she just had surgery..

also
theres a bunch of tubes and bags IN her and shes getting a little bit better but her physical condition is really not that good
@d2s1_

and one of my close irl friends who ive known since i was like 4 , were drifting too even tho i moved out of state a while ago, weve always been good at keeping in.touch and talking often but now shes never talking and always busy with other friends and i saw her when i went to California but she didnt seem that excited to see,me

also recently life has been boring and my physical and mental state arent in the best condition as of now

im so sorry your going through that, losing a loved fami.y member is really hard, but im sure if you and your friend stopped having a friendship, you'll find someone better, and just in general everything will get better i promise you

thank you.

i just dont know how to feel about anything right now
@d2s1_

you dont need to, everything happens for a reason, no matter how dark and scary a hallway is, theres always light at the end. im always here for you

thank you, i needed this.

ill try not to talk about it too much though i want people to be able to not think of anything bad n stuff when they see my profile

@d2s1_

yea i understand, and if you need anything or to even vent about the smallest thing im here okay? i care about you and your mental health no matter what happens to our friendship

okay thank you, id like to try to get this off of my mind right now though, do you wanna try playing random roblox games?, they often help me forget about anything bad going on, also it would be nice to.play them with a friend!-

@d2s1_

yeah ofc !!

okaeee !!!
`D

@d2s1_

joinme i guesss!!!!!'

okii

i found this on my for you :broken_heart: :broken_heart:

@d2s1_

i cant play bc im on console :broken_heart:

btw i made my name APPLICATION bc.im matching users w a friend :stuck_out_tongue:
@d2s1_

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hmhmhhmmhmhmgmm ill find smtn else then
@d2s1_

I don't like deep waters either - or flights- I have a fear of crouds and overwhelming noises when in crouds- so a airplane flight would k/ll me-

:broken_heart:
@-FuntimeFox-