i find it hard to socialize, especially when it comes to people i dont see on a daily basis or a stranger.
if i do i am able to talk to them but i feel like my chest tightens a bit and i try to be careful with my words and get scared or embarrassed when i accidentally do something wrong.

i think thats why im usually self-conscious when it comes to a lot of stuff. like my art for example, i try to make it better and nice for people. but when i make an accident i get worried ill get judged or smth

welp, im done ranting imma go to five nights at beddys now:bed:

I do top, But ik almost half of them hate me ngl. But I find it oddly easy 2 socialize w/ ppl.

Sometimes I wonder this too

especially with people online..

I have a hard time with pride stuff because i've rarely expirenced it irl and then i get on colors and worry that everyones gonna hate me and judge me for knowing two pride flags :sob:

But this isnt about me it's about you

And apple your truely an amazing friend and anyone would be extremely lucky to have you as a friend

Five nights at beddies jelp :sob:

Also if you do manage to "scare away" your friends it means they were never truely your friends because true friends should know and like you for who you are

ALSO YOU SHOULD DRAW WHAT YOU WANT >:C

I feel very wise all of a sudden :halo:

eh same

yk i would NEVER hate you what so ever. its an probably ngl heh

if ya need anything im here for you <3/p

i need friends bc i crave social interaction and uh

yall have less drama than my irl friends and yall are easier to hang out with and it makes me feel happy :)