I HATE YOU

KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS

I HOPE YOUR DEPRESSION AND ANXIETIES GET WORSE YOU UGLY HO

NOBODY LIKES YOU FÙCKÄSS WEIRDO

YOU JUST MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE

YOU DONT DESERVE LIFE ANYMORE JUMP OFF A BUILDING

NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU THEY NEVER WILL
CUT YOURSELFF DEEPER BUT DO IT ON YOUR NECK

I HOPE YOU BLEED OUT

What happened?

@ConceptArtist im goin to kïlll mmyself im sick of this bìtchàss world

Who provoked you? Please don't do it. It wont help.

@ConceptArtist Itll help everything id rather be déad than live

@JuniperStar its okay its ok

i rlly wish i knew hos to help but i can say that it will get better, please do not do this

But why?

hey, do u wanna talk ? :<

@ConceptArtist @kikuoo @lussy im sorry, but i dont think there is anything anyone can do. I'm going to end it and i dont tink anyone can stop me. I've been holding on for too long. Its time for me to leave this miserable earth. I hope you guys enjoy yourselves

*think òmfg

Please don't! I dont want to lose anyone else!

i promise you it isn't worth it :C no one knows for sure, but like could certainly get better for you. It's not too late. whoever hurt you, i'm so sorry. you don't deserve to feel like this, especially Since ur still young and have years ahead of you. Please dont do it though, we can talk about it if you need to :C

wjat pplease its not worth,it please ttm

please

@grace_ im legit just sick of breathing i cant do it anymore im sorry

i cant lose you please can you access a hotlinw

who tf liked

@grace_ ive called the hotline before they didnt do shìt

@JuniperStar were here for you yk

you re loved and important

are

there are people who will miss you i promise

please do not do this

juni???

@lussy @grace_ @ConceptArtist hey! im so sorry for scaring you or making you concerned. I feel better now and hopefully for a while :> I tend to go from depressed and wanting to dìe to happy and wanting to live lol so its confusing :sob: But thanks for caring !

yeah i understand that :yellow_heart: im glad ur ok

who angeedr you ill eat them :imp:

@JuniperStar im so glad your okay star i was rlly worried, also i understand that happens to me ALOT

@GooberTown real

That's good!

im late to this pls dont hurt urself ): i will be by ur side i u need me to be

I'm glad you're feeling better now, but you need to get help as soon as you possibly can. If you let this go on without getting help, someday you might just snap and hurt yourself or someone else. Can you call your doctor or tell anyone irl that can help you?

@innie- i have a *********, but its just hard to vent to her.

*thèràpìst

Yeah, I understand. But opening up to her, even if it's just a little, will help alot. Is there any particular reason why it's hard for you? Is she making you feel uncomfortable or worse?

@innie- no shes very nice, but whenever someone irl asks me "Whats wrong?" "are you okay?" i automatically say "Yes, im fine!" when in reality im not. Its like my brain doesnt let me tell them

I do that alot too, but when someone asks you if you're okay, take a few seconds to think about how you really feel. If you're not okay, don't be afraid to tell them the truth. You don't have to say you feel bad, you can always just say something like, "To be honest, I'm not really doing the best right now." It may be hard at first, but opening up, even just a little, will help you feel better.

@innie- Ah, thank you :> ill try that

Ofc :3

call 988, they'll talk you through it, professionally,

@MaggieSue327 i can't. I'm too scared they'll send me to a mental hospital

Would you like to talk it through w/me? i may not be someone you know, but maybe you need someone outside of the situation, and, plus, ik how to counsel ppl a bit, at the very least i can offer support

@MaggieSue327 that'd be nice.

well sure, you wanna chat here or on another painting?

@MaggieSue327 i guess here's okay

okay, fine by me,
so, to get started, tell me a little about what's been on your mind

@MaggieSue327 So, I've just been struggling for the past few days. I relapsed, I panicked, I cried, a lot.

i see,
do you know what caused the relapse?

@MaggieSue327 well, i tend to get attached to people who show me affection (especially physical or verbal affection since my love language is physical touch and words of affirmation) and my friend who ive known for a while, had gotten back from being at the pool with his cousin who is almost like me tbh. And he was ranting abt how cool she is and such and i just felt like i was being replaced. I overthink it a lot, and i know im being dramatic about it, but thats why i did it.

i see,
well, for the record, i don't thnk thatwas an over reaction, i would have reacted the same way, honest,
do you suppose this attachment style is due to lack of affection shown towards you in the past?

@MaggieSue327 no, i was given much affection in the past. One of the sides in my family were OBSESSED with me when i was younger. Like how you would treat a toddler. Like peekaboo, games, etc. Then once i turned 11 or 12, they went in the phase of "youve grown out of love." which makes me sad. Now my other cousins get all the attention lol. And I guess im just scared of my friend doing that to me. I keep trying to tell myself, "its okay! Your friends are allowed to have other friends."

And I know that he hasnt seen his cousin in a long time so im just trying to be mature about it, but I cant bear the thought of being replaced, or forgotten.

oh i see, love bombing. . . basically

i get that, really, i'm the same way,
lets see, there are many ways to proceed, though finding solutions does very greatly from person to person,
what do you usually do to help yourself in such times?

@MaggieSue327 I'll probably eat something. I'm a stress-eater lol. Uhh lets see... I'll watch a show a like or i'll fidget with something in my hands.