I'm tired of making promises to myself i break less then a day after. It's always "I promise i'll never do that again!" then 16 hours later, I find myself doing it again, saying "tomorrow i'll quit." when i know i CAN'T quit. I hate the people that make hyperseχuality seem like its xunshins and rainbows and unicornd when its NOT. i hate myself becuse of it. i hate how i cant just be like a "normal" kid that does "normal" things.I could never go to a parent abt it bc the response is "its jst hor-